VINNIE!!

2008-08-31T00:55:00.002+09:00

MOVED!

2008-08-21T00:02:00.001+09:00

vinnie is terribly emo now. Her blog is in a mess :( :(

Nvm. I'll be back 2 or 3 weeks later.

With a new blog.

Stay tuned :) and all the best for prelims

2008-08-19T20:12:00.002+09:00

im hungry.
i wannna eat.

but i just cant eat!
feeel sick at the sight of foood.
loss of appetite

& places which are NOT suppposed to slim down IS, unfortunately...
losing itself.
and vinnie cant afford to go on a diet.
i'll be left nothing but...................................................................................................
an wooden plank =/

but im hungry and i wannna eat badly!!

its not anorexia..!!!
at least i hope its not

2008-08-15T23:13:00.002+09:00

fairdeyfay erfurbear faywallsfalse tooofulldey
ker i5 keri5ker i5 inn fintrain
faint.....

damn.
peeefiiper fur sssss tearfair S fes im
fime a-feyliennnnnnnnn

fern.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

(anyone can decipher what im saying?
LOL. tell me if u can xD
wenhui? )

2008-08-14T14:57:00.003+09:00

ugrhh.
this weeeek is terrrible.
prelims in 11 days.
*faintz*

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i cant stop sighing.
i wonder whats it like to be like you right now..
hiding at the bottom there
feeeling unwanted.

i probably should just keep u there forever.
just like what i have to say or rather, wannna say.
i mean, who reallly listens to me?
its better off not saying anything.

why? cos i offend people easily.
whatever i say, whatever i do, im being judged.
any idea how hard is it for me to just want to go talk to u?
i think twice, or not, thrice before doing anything.
we werent like that before.!
i feeeeel so stresssed just by thinking of what to say
or how to rephrase myself so that i wont offend anybody.
u told me that i shouldnt think bout how to rephrase.. but more importantly to bring the point across to the other party.
seems like u're the one now.. forcing me to do that.

and dont use tears on me.
i get disgusted whenever i see them.
esp if its from u

NVM
im just this insignificant piece of shit here.
it doesnt matter to anybody whether im here or not.

u can ignore me totallly during those 1 hour lectures.
and if im suay enough, during the 3 periods chem lect.
yep. its ok.
not as though im not used to it.
ignore me, not good enough.
still wanna deprive me from talking to others.
and what?
u happpy u talk to me.
not happpy, u tell me u dun feel like talking..
and u go find ******************************
WTF

ever thought of how I'd feel?
ever thought how broken I'll become?
ever thought of how i try to hold back those tears and smile and pretend that nothing happened?
ever thought of how much i wanted u to be there but u told me that u're so sick of hearing things from me?
ever thought of how hurt i become when she tells me **********************?

so what if we're only friends?
i actuallly treasure everybody around me.
but my efforts dont get paid off

i feel glad that u confided in me when u felt unhapppy.
but when both of u are ok alr,
my turn to tell u that im actually upset too.
u didnt want to talk to me!
fine =(
ur guy more impt than me lah.

maybe i shd just stop bothering all of u with my constant rants and whines.
cos whenever i open my mouth, i tend to offend some people here and there.

sorry that i only turned to You when i couldnt find solace in anybody.
im realllly realllly reallly extremely tired.
TAKE ME AWAYY................

i hope its just pms.
it'll go away soon i guess.

signed off,
heartbroken

2008-08-10T23:14:00.012+09:00

NATIONAL DAY - FIREWORKS @ CITYHALL

the 7 went out
steph, stephy, pau, yong kuan, billy, pkh, and

of cos. ME

it was super super super x23847386571823234 crowded.

like omg.
half the population of Singapore were there.

dinner-ed at NYNY.
and yum! terriyaki chicken was DEEEEEELICIOUS!

love my stephanies =D

they want to get married on the same day.

to the same husband???

lol

INTRODUCING......

the transition of relationships..

down the group

(does this remind u of transition elements?)

LOL.

ok, not very funnny

we're GOOOD friends

they're BEST friends

they're COUPLE

www.themomsbuzz.com

^^^ -stares in envyyyyyyy-

HAHAHHAHAHA

ok, back to fireworks..

pictures very nice hor?

of cos la..

cos its not taken by me =D

credits from http://www.straitstimes.com/

the pictures vinnie took are toooooo ugly...

machiam look like bird's droppings =x

hahaha. so yea =)

but i must say that fireworks are indeeed coool.

i love watching them...

its so .....................................

romantic~

-slaps vinnie back to reality-

=XXXXXXX

have you ever seen marina square that crowded before?

seriously.

ants cant even walk through please.

let alone US.

so, while waiting for the crowd to disperse & also not to waste precious time,

we went to roxy/quiksilver...

to camwhore! xD

i love my SMVPS.

i love my country.

BYE

2008-08-09T11:27:00.002+09:00

HAPPPPY NATIONAL DAYY!!!!

i love singapore. yes i do =D

你没有想过我会说分手
除非因为我什么都忍受
就算你这时候努力挽留
不过是你不能接受
我先走

2008-08-07T18:34:00.003+09:00

vinnie is back.

with 10 times more rants that before! hahahaha

1. my arm, shoulder, back hurts like crazy..
cos vinnie played tennis and boxing and bowling ytd..
sounds incredible??
cos vinnie NEVER does sports!
its always sleeping time during PE.
hahhaa..

ok. fine. i played tennis on Wii.
according to frens,
its pronounced as "WEEEEE" not "YYYYYY"
i dunnnnno ma!!!!!

lol but seriously, it was DAMNNN fun la k?
you could actually play tennis without a racket,
boxing without gloves,
and bowling without a ball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG. have never seen such wonderful creations before..!!

sua ku.

2. stressss is killling me!
its only TWO bloooody weeeks to prelims.
and ive not touched on anything at all...

by this time for block test 2, ive alr completed like almost or maybe near HALF.
and now. im way far from one eight.
tell me how?

=/

3. im in such a cant-describe-mood.
i dun like to say EMO.
but sigh..

sometimes, i just wonder if my existence makes any difference to anybody..

pau says im "TOOOO NICE"
i take it as a compliment, thank you.
but so what if im "nice" but nobody appreciates it?
you just take me for granted what..

and why are people so temperamental?
that we have to see your mood before we can act..?
it makes things so hard..
(OMG mandy, vinnie totallly relates this well...)
why do we even bother trying?

cos we're your friends, dude!

im totallly numb to everything around me.
so hurt.
& i wonder why am i still hanging on to this thread.

zzzzzzzzzzzz. what im saying doesnt make sense.
im just lumping EVERYTHING together into one para...

4. please make vinnie happpy.
i forgot how was it like to be the vinnie 2 years ago...

i knew i wasnt like that.

with all those fake smiles and fake laughter..
i feeel so tired.
physically, mentally & emotionally.
i feel so tired to keeep on trying
and what do i get in return?

.
.
.
.
.
.

nothing.

please give me the sweeet sweeet incredibly sweeet feeeling
that i used to have.

LORD, TAKE ME WITH YOU.
IM REALLLY REALLLY TIRED.

2008-08-02T23:47:00.002+09:00

HELLLOS PEOPLE.

LOL.
interesting isn't it..?
=p

2008-07-31T18:56:00.001+09:00

PLEASEEEEEE.

MY THROAT IS KILLING
& MY NOSE IS KILLING..!

ps. they hate me

2008-07-27T21:00:00.003+09:00

im just so lazy to blog bout ytd...

& she always take unglam pictures of me =x
&& she even took a picture of poor vinnie trying to dry her phone.
cos of the stupid auto tap that almost made my phone drown.
omgomg.. scaryy

toook toooooo many pictures until my blogger will just die if i upload everything..
hahaha
but ytd was realllly an enjoyable day =D

met baby for lunch/high tea..?
and i spent almost 100$ ytd.
nvm. i hope he liked what i bought.
I CHOSE IT WITHOUT ANYBODY'S HELP THOUGH.
hahaha.

k la. i dunno whats wrong these few days.
i keep receiving bad bad bad news.
it simply just make me stop to think.
WHY?
why does he not treasure his life when given a chance to live?
and why is life so unfair that she wants to live but not given a chance to?
ironic isn't it?

Lord, bless their souls and may they enjoy eternal peace, love and happiness
under your care.

2008-07-27T01:04:00.003+09:00

i came across this blog from a friend.

omg. seriously. u shd read it.
its bout a girl whose bf passed away in brunei durng army.
though i dont know her,
omg. but i feeel so much for her.

it made me realise how precious and vulnerable life is..
and made me promise to treasure all my loved ones..
i cry as i read it.

2008-07-23T21:20:00.004+09:00

Lord, take me with you....
im so tired.

2008-07-19T14:14:00.005+09:00

10 things about guys you probably didnt know...

i got it from somewhere.. but i think its pretty cute xD
to share a few:

1. guys will do anything to make you notice him.

2. guys hate it when u talk bout your ex-bf, ex-lover, etc..

( so darling, dont do that to panda xD )

3. Boyfriends need to be constantly reassured that they're still loved.

(Girl: I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you...

Boy: AHHHH! SHUT UP LAH -slaps- )

4. Guys get jealous easily.

(hahaha. i can vouch for that =PPP ooops!)

5. guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

6. a usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

7. guys love you more than you love them when they're serious in the relationship.

(but what if they're not? =/ )

8. guys think WAY tooo much. one small thing that a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it, he'll think bout it for hours trying to figure out what that meant.

(i think that guys who think alot alot alot are scaryy. its even more scary when they PRETEND that they dunno anything when they actually do. crap. im being skeptical. )

9. guys seek advice from girls. cos all guys think alike. and if one's confused, they all get confused together??!!!!

(Boy 1: aye how ah? i like this gal leh.
Boy 2: WTF? how i know? i cant even help myself

hahaha. im speaking from a guys point of view. and hence, the crude language xD)

10. if your best guy friend seems to aviod you or is never around when you're with your bf, he's probably jealous and likes you.

11. when a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking of something

haha. i said 10 things right?? see, i gave you one more for free xDD

and to end this post, here's a reallly candid picture.
doesnt the guy in yellow look extremely familiar??
hahah and he's er... dancing xD

XOXO.
vinnie =)

2008-07-15T23:45:00.004+09:00

SGC is the dumbest thing ever.
i dont even know what it stands for.

-.-
its especially hard when im so NOT the type who will praise myself to the skies...
and my GP/English Language is of pathetic standard..
how to write a good testimonial you tell me??

and this is wasting my precious time and life.

"Therese is a devoted mentor who takes out time to torture her little kids.."

yada yada..
and i remembered that in Sec 4, my class was one of the suay ones who had to write our own SGC ourselves.

WHY?
cos li gong ji cant speak English for nuts!
and ya.. bird flu in 2006
(aye, ppl senior teacher alr okk..!!)

-----

sucks!
temperamental, temperamental and temperamental.

time to change sex!

2008-07-12T22:08:00.004+09:00

Vinnie is ultra sad.
and pissed!!

im so gonnnna rant my heart out.
F off if u're not interested or will feel offended.
i dont give a damn.

1. her 6 days old phone has been sent to service.
FOR 3 DAYS.
sigh.
nokia is crap phone la.

im so sad.
and the bloody nokia guy..
keep playing with my slide while explaining the fault to my mum.
i kept staring and staring and staring...
he continue sliding and sliding and sliding.

WAHLAO.

2. and my phone has HORRRRIBLE FINGERPRINT MARKS.
damn.
no matter how much i clean and clean and clean..
the fingerprint marks just cant go off!

i hate to see my screen with SOOOO many horrible oily marks everywhere.
take your stupid oily fingers off my screen la.
as the owner,
i swear ive NEVER laid fingers on the screeen at all.
so what gives you the right to leave yours everywhere?!?!?

"U'RE MAKING A BIG FUSS OUT OF NOTHING"

i see if you'll flare up at me if i do the same to your phone.

FINE. WHATEVER

3. to think that i may lose a friend today.
over msn.

firstly, i think you're childish.
so what if you're only 12?
i dont give a damn if you're 12 or 20
and i also dont care if you're reading this.

i thought that cos you were nice by nature..
and so we could acatually be friends..
other than just having a m-m relationship.
so i gave u my email.
i thought that you'd be sensible enough NOT to irritate me every now and then.
i said b4 that i'll only reply when i feel like it

and today.
i was AFK!
and damn.
u said that i was giving excuses.
i hate this word.
and i hate it even more when u use this on me WHEN IM ACTUALLLY TELLING THE TRUTH!!!
why would i want to fking lie to u about being afk?!?!

wth.
so i decided not to reply
and u scolded me nonsense vulgarities.
-.-
crazy.

and when i continued to ignore you,
u scolded me a WHOLE LIST of vulgarities!?!?!

wth. where did i offend you??!!
and what gives u the fucking right to curse my parents?!

"why no reply? scared dont use com la"

ironically, you went offline after that.
tell me, who's the one who is scared?

swear at me all you want at macdonalds when u see me.

i dont give a damn.

i just feel that its a little pity that we may never speak ever again
and yea.
i may have lost a friend.

but well, i wish you all the best for ur major exams this year.
get into a good school and stop mixing with bad company.

---

damn.
and why does she always ask me weird stuff..??
my heart pounds each time she's like that!!
ugrhh.

i think im careful enough to clear EVERYTHING in my phone b4 passing to you..
dont tell me i left some 'dears' here and there??!!

2008-07-08T20:09:00.003+09:00

after talking to wenhui for some time....

i realised that im reminded of certain things...
its reallly scaryy..

i know i should learn to trust.
T-R-U-S-T

but still, i cant imagine that
THAT actually happened.

i cant imagine.
i cant i cant i cant.!!

no.
im not heartbroken
im not sad.
im not angry.

im just in plain HORROR,
SHOCK
and DISAPPOINTMENT

WHYYYYYYYYYYY????????????!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-07T00:02:00.001+09:00

hi. I'm blogging using my phone. Just testing :)
Oh well. And someone approached me in orchard road last night.
To be an actress.
Thank you very much. I'm not cut for it.
And i think the person is crazy.. Haha..

2008-07-03T17:48:00.006+09:00

LIFE IS BAD &
SADDDDENING.

few things that im realllly reallllly realllllly upset about

1. yesterday,
it rained...
it poured like nobody's business..
just when we were about to set fooot onto the sandy beach of sentosa,
i started to hear meow and wooof.

and so, we went back to vivo to catch a movie.
i almost fell asleep cos the seats were way tooo comfyy.
and yah.
very suitable for couples.
cos the handles can life up =DD

but, too bad.
my lover wasnt there with me.
his loss!

2. today is like the worst day in my life.
emo like shit.
cos i got back my bio BT2.
and hell ya.
it was a pathetic grade
which i shall not disclose.
so as not to embarrass myself.
and not to let u smile in glee cos u won me like 10000000 marks.

RARR....!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im in a horrible moood now.
i know i shouldnt blame anyone for my horrrible gruesome results.
ive only myself to blame.

but hell ya.
im not blaming anyone (other than myself)
im just stating my displeasure.

fuck off if u dont like whatever i say.

---

sian.

3. and oh ya, one last thing that im unhapppy about.
im sensitive.
im petty.
im unreasonable.
im ridiculous.

but just leave my bf alone.

i dont like him gg out on one-on-one dates with girls.
dont put him in a difficult spot.
i know its hard for him to reject you.
& so at least,
i hope you respect me...

4. IM GOING CRAZY.
PLS IGNORE EVERYTHING IVE SAID THERE.
=(

2008-07-02T01:39:00.002+09:00

i think its either my thermometer thats gg crazy
or its my body..!

my temp reached a freaking 39.2 degrees..

OHMYGAWD.

freaking high isn't it?
but i dun have another thermometer at home...
=x

2008-07-01T23:16:00.002+09:00

out with SMVPS!

our 2nd ever FULL attendance outing..
hahah quite pathetic actually...
considering the fact that we've know each other for more than 1 year! hahahah

oh well.
went TOP ONE KTV.
its damn goood, i telll you

cos we had 5 ppl, so we were given the bigger room.
and OMG.
got light effects de lor?!?!!?!
can choose disco, stage, dim... etc.

COOOOLLLLLLLLLL

and dammmit.
there's actuallly a smoke machine.
like those concerts where they will sprayy smoke...
WAH.
i got sooo fascinated that i kept playing with it.
and so, the whole room looked like its on fire! hahaha
and it was freaking foggy.!

sigh.
i sudd dun feel like gg into details. hahaha
but its wayy better that Kbox and much cheaper as well.
16$ nett for 7 hours.
siao-ness right?

.
.
.

i love girls' day out xD
where we can sit at the coffee house for like many many hours,
talking bout ANYTHING.
and then laughing soo loud until everyone stares.
but oh well.
i love my girls to bits!!!

im loooking forward to our 3rd SMVPS outing.
love ya alll, darlings! xDD

Ps. and i want my unlimited SMS.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

2008-07-01T00:56:00.002+09:00

TO TWELFIES:

We have decided on SENTOSA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Date: 2nd July 2008 (Wednesday)
Time: TBC
Venue: Harbourfront

** pls bring along ur bikini/ swimming trunks, goggles, flippers, diving suit, spade, football, sunblock lotion and whatnot.!

xzxzxx

stay tuned for more!
xD

------------------------

vinnie is ultra the h****b*****.
tell me, how?

2008-06-29T15:09:00.005+09:00

TO ALL TWELFIES:

we're planning a twelfies outing on WEDNESDAY,
2nd July..

please make yourselves free on that day.

cuz we're gonnna celebrate

1. end of BT2

2. coming of PRELIMS

3. and some REALLLLY REALLLLLY special occasion....

we've decided on some places.....

like:

sentosa

u can see boon siang naked..
and raphael can bring his balllllll~

wild wild wet,

(pau, i can help u stuff that thing up.....
xDD )

makan gooood foood?!

movies?

.

.

.

oh well.... we've run out of ideas....

if u have any suggestions, pls leave a comment on my tag board,
sms/msn me or pau.

those who are unable to make it, tell us too yea?

with new organizers, we hope this will be a successful twelfies outing.. =D

`cheers for the remaining 2 papers!!

** non twelfies are NOT entertained.
BYE!

[editted]

brandon said that he'll be around with a piece of paper for us to write something for ms wong. her bday is on thurs!
yep xD

CONFIRM ATTENDANCE ASAP, PEOPLE !!! xD
`GAM XIA

2008-06-28T11:37:00.002+09:00

HAPPPPY 18th BIRTHDAY,

BABY =))

hope that you'll be happpy always.

and Vinnie thank u from the bottom of her litttle heart,

for always being here with her,

listening to all her crap, nonsense & complains...

and for hearing me whine whine and whine....

for listening to my singing and telling me how horrible i sound.

for constantly standing up for me and protecting me.

for always similing at me & making my day.

for telling me nonsense jokes to make me happpy.

for being my sweetheart,

my darling & my baby.

LOVE YAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!

PLUS

THAT'S MY BABY xD

2008-06-26T22:16:00.000+09:00

sometimes,
vinnie feels unwanted....!

tell me, HOW?!

4 days to monday!

2008-06-22T23:09:00.002+09:00

damn.

i hateeeeeeeeeeeee thisss soooooooooooooo muchhhhh..
WTF.

xzzxzxzx....

if only i could just stop hearing things about you from others.................

i dont want to be reminded of allllll this shitxzxzxzx

esp WHEN IM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING.

damn this thing..........................
D.A.M.N!

F*CK OUT OF MY EFFING LIFE

2008-06-21T22:14:00.002+09:00

hi.

the content below may cause some ppl to feel offended/uncomfortable and whatever shit.
feel free to click [x] if u feel offended.

anyway, RARR.
its not exactly VERY funny though.
but oh well.
too bad if u find it un-funny
ppl are hard to please..................

-----------------

Phua Chu Kang ( PCK ) explaining sex to Chu Beng's son, Aloysius .........

Aloy : Why is making love so enjoyable ?

PCK : Aiyah, ah boy, enjolable becaws, same like when you dig your nose with your finger mah !

Aloy : Do you think women enjoy sex more than men ?

PCK : Of course woman lah ! When you dig dig your nose, your nose feel better than your finger, right ?

Aloy : Why do women hate it when they get raped ?

PCK : Ai-yah ! Say, you walk along the load, den someone come over and dig your nose, you like or not ? Ehhh ? Don't pray pray ah !

Aloy : Why is it a woman cannot have sex when she is having her menses?

PCK : Oy !! If your nose bleeding, you still go and dig meh?? Siow ah ! Use your blain, use your blainnn ..........

Aloy : Why is it most men don't like wearing condoms when they are making love ?

PCK : Ehhhh, when you dig your nose ah, you like to dig with a glove on your finger or not ? Not the same shiok feeling mah. Corlight or not?

Aloy : Why is making love carried out in private ?

PCK : Ah boyyyyy, use your blain, use your blainnnnn ......... you go and dig your nose in flont of your whole class izit ?? Stupid lah!!

Aloy : Wah ...... Uncle Chu Kang, you are very good.

PCK : Aiyah ...... best in Singapore and JB, and some say Batam also ah !!!

-----------

sigh. im still waiting to be killed.
where's my murderer??!!!

2008-06-20T01:39:00.003+09:00

David Villa

Cesc Fabregas??

neither......

its

BGDX xDD

2008-06-20T00:16:00.002+09:00

to-do list:

1) walk into the kitchen

2) open the utensils drawer

3) choose the sharpest knife/chopper/parang, etc

4) walk towards Vinnie

5) STAB her hard in the chest

6) clean up the bloody mess & walk away

7) call the casket for a simple funeral

8) throw her fav soft toys into her coffin

9) bid Vinnie farewell

10) and lead a happy life

-the end-

2008-06-18T16:33:00.001+09:00

i hate GP

last minute, he call us to do euthanasia compre and hand it in
BY TODAY.

screw him lahhh.................
RARRRR..

i think euthanasia shd just be approved.
so that i can die.......................................................

2008-06-16T01:09:00.000+09:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!

i love you dadddddy...
to the MAX!!!!

2008-06-13T21:53:00.005+09:00

chant with me:

im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead

gosh. looook at that HUGEEEEEEEEEEEE pile of notes. !!
i'm never ever going to finish that.
not in a million years!
screw A lvls!

went out the whole of today-- no studying done.
went out the whole of ytd -- no studying done.

oh well.
im dead meat.

went oout ytd for a date!
OMG. its beeen a gazilllion centuries ever since i last saw my baby xD
& bloody hell.
i ate at 2 restaurants ytd.
imagine how much i spent!!!!
=x

the hulk was surprisingly goood anyway.
at least it was way bettter than the first one.

sian i feeel so guilty that im watching a movie when im actually supposed to be studying..
to make myself feel better, i actuallly brought out the WHOLE stack of chem notes.
hahaha. =/

oh well, time seems to flyyyyyy when you're out & having fun =/
its been only like 2-3 weeks without seeing him and im misssing him like crazy alr.
whats gonnna happpen in army?
KILL ME.

TOOODLES

2008-06-11T22:02:00.002+09:00

oh no.
how am i going to finish that PILEEEEE of notes?

save me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need more brains =x

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on a lighter note,

twelfie outing
@ sentosa/ WWW/ etc..
after BT2!!

anybody interested??

please say yes... ^^

and oh. more suggestions please...!!

or not, we'll all stay home and mug for A lvls
=x

meanwhile, jiayou everybody! xD

2008-06-07T15:20:00.005+09:00

this is gonna be an extremely long post.

smvps went out ytd.

and from home,

i train-ed alll the way to tampines.

OMG.

horrifying journey there.

and its a torture to go home tooo.

got scolded by daddy a million times =(

oh well, went to paus house after that to ddr.

my eye, hands and legs totallly cant co ordinate at all.

i loooked like a duck.

and so, we cabbed down to pasir ris park to cycle!

i wanted to get my suntan.

but appparently, i couldnt.

the sun wasnt out. and it was cloudy.

and plus, it was already 4!

went for dinner at streets cafe in downtown east.

their instant noodles tasted quite good, i shd say.

not too ex too! hahaha.

naughty pau went to buy breezer.

oh my.

i only drank like a few sips

and went all red and hot.

i think i drank the least.

but still, i loooked red!

was so scared to go home cos dadddy will surely ground me for the rest of my life!

according to dadddy,

Rule #1

he said:"no going to pubs, night clubs, etc until u are marrried. before that, if u wanna go, tell me. i go with you!"

-faintz-

imagine gg to pub with daddy dancing beside me.

ohmygawd. hahaha

ppl would think im a whore, dancing with old man in pubs

and gg dunno where later at night. hahahahah!!

Rule #2

"no drinking of any alcoholic drinks without my supervision.

if u wanna drink, drink at home when im around.

u can drink until u get drunk, no problem."

before i get married, i shall just er, drink orange juice la.

ok? hahaha

____________________________

i cant believe it.

im THREE days late.

i did it last year. so im doing it again this year!

hahaha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GREATEST WENHUI!!

(belated x2)

hahah. familiar??

happy sweet 18.

A blink of an eye, we've known each other for er, 5 years and 6 months and 7 days,
10 hours and 5 and half words.
hahahha. ok, the figures were all made up.

my math not so goood.

not like somebody THrash me again and again.

leaving me with no chance sia...

HAHAHHAHAH!!! jk

aww anyway,

u made me realise how fortunate i am to have u as a fren, and sister eventually.

when we came to jc, i was so afraid that we will drift apart and sooon become strangers.

luckily we didnt and thanks for meeting me every morning in sch.

i wanna thank you for always being by my side,

comforting me, providing me with advice and simply just listening to me talk crap.

and also, for standing by me when i get bullied or when ppl treat me badly.

when i thought that any other of my frens would be as nice, understanding and caring as you,

i was WRONG.

u're too special for words.

at least to me, u are.

for all the times when i felt lonely, u're always there for me.

sorry for always gg to find u during breaks and disturb u.

i'll try to make more frens so that i'll be less lonely

and not be so dependent on you.

(what if next time i wont be able to see u everyday, what's gonna happen to me?)

and remember those times when we went out and behaved like 2 crazy gals?

camwhoring in the toilet for 2 hours..

esp the one in nh, 5th storey, staff toilet?

yea. this one. ok, laugh all u want ppl. i do look ugly. i know. haha

(I.V.U.G.L.Y)

and this too? its the same toilet tooos!

and u never fail to make me laugh heartily.

and will all our spastic photos.

these are the not so unglam ones.

the reallly unglam pictures are censored.

muahahah!

and i think you're the one and only person whom i can feel so comfortable with.

you're just like a sister to me.

and rmb, we're SOOOO common in everyway.

that even when it come to problems, we get it like almost the same time

are we jinx-ed, or what?

but i promise i'll take care of myself so that you'll be problem-less tooos!

never in my whole lifetime will i encounter another person who can take your place in my heart.

i thank God for sending u down to be my greatest greatest friend and sister.

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN.

SISTER xD

_______________________

and one more,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAU PAU PAULINE!

hope u had a great day ytd.

haha.

i shall not ruin ur reputation today.

cos im nice.

hahahaha!

oh anyways, thanks for all the pretty tissue u gave me.

haha i hope i wont get to use them anymore ='(

and thanks for being my bag carrier, my jacket hanger,

my cup thrower,

my honeyest

and my pau

=DD

for ur 18th birthday,

i hope that u'll stay happy and smiley,

like u always do

& dun forget out pact.

i promise i'll stay slim,

(no, i mean, i promise i will lose weight and become slim)

so as to fit into the pretty bridesmaid dress.

and to be your MOH - maid of honour

hahahaha. just joking.

i love watching movies with pau. hahaha.

and dun drink too much alcohol,

u alcoholic.

later u drunk, u do weird stuff

then the next day u sudd feel v bloated in the stomach.

babies??!

hahahahhaha

friends forever xD

2008-06-06T23:58:00.002+09:00

OH MY.

-stares at that HUGE pile of notes on my table-

when am i ever going to realllly study?
omg. 2 weeks have past.
i didnt reallly studied much u know.
OMG OMG OMG.

kill me. PLEASE

2008-06-04T21:15:00.006+09:00

mentoring camp 2008

hey it wasnt that bad ok.

at least it was better than last year.

cos last year we didnt know ANYBODY and the whole day was so filled with nonsense boring games.

but this year, i had my friends!! hahaha.

and we slacked pretty much.

went out for kfc when its supposed to be games time.

and left early the next day..

yada yada..

so it wasnt that tiring after all.

but still, it was B.O.R.I.N.G..............

good thing i had my frens with me

the photographer for this camp sucks.

i only have like less than 10 photos taken in TWO days.

wth?!?!

the rest are either blur or my head got cut out somewhere ._.

i want my photossssssssssssssssssssss

-----

holidays are definitely boring...

in fact, i hate holidays

esp when i have to study when other are outside,

shopping and enjoying the GSS.

dammmit.

everyday is like the same....

wake up, eat, study study study.

com awhile, sleeep,

wake up, dinner,

study study study.

SLEEEP.

no, i dont study that much actuallly.

im very very very slow in fact =x

most of the time i get distracted.

& this sucks

and OH NO!

im growing fat!

i have no idea why but my appetite is damn damn goood these few weeks.

its a bad thing...

im puttting on the kgs.

---

i was at NTUC ytd.

and blooody hell.

there was this erm. not too thin lady.

apparently, i underestimated her size and MY OWN SIZE as well.

i thought that the both of us could fit pretty well side by side in a lane.

unfortunately not.

and she banged into me. i flew sideways and almost hit the shelves

and gooodness gracious.

a trolley just ran past my litttle toe whilst i was recovering from my shock

(that a not too thin lady just knocked into me. )

OUCH!

i have nothing against them ok!

it was MY fault. cos my math sucked.

i shd have done my calculations if our bodies could fit in the lane.

b4 walking beside her.

BOOOOHOOOOOO.

i hate the holidays.

save the damsel in distressss!

Damsel –noun

a young woman or girl; a maiden, originally one of gentle or noble birth.

im not gentle. at least i dont think so.

am i??!! hahahaha.

and im not of noble birth.

though im dadddy's princess.

but my daddy's not king.

so, ok. damsel is the wrong word to use..

SAVE THE VINNIE IN DISTRESS!

vinnie - noun, adj, verb, vulgarity, etc

a young girl; cute, adorable.

tall but fat.

ugly, appalling, awful, bad, beastly, disfigured, disgusting, frightful, grisly, gross, grotesque, hideous, horrible, loathsome, revolting, shocking, terrible, toady, unappealing, unattractive, unbeauteous, incomely, unesthetic, unpleasant, unsightly, vile, wretched

(tadaa! a whole lot of words bout me.

haha duh. im not so clever to come out with them. the thesaurus did. )

2008-06-01T00:08:00.005+09:00

[edited]

sorry dearies for MIA-ing.

will be back with updates sooon.

love you guys xD

` our dearest pauline chia told me to pose orgasmic.
im sorrry.
spasticity is the only pose i have.
its my forte.
and im proud of it xD
u have a problem with it?

haha. u see, pau is not as innocent as u think yea?

and thats NOT the orgasmic pic la..

haha the original one got deleted away

cos pau loooks TOOOO orgasmic.

while vinnie looks like a ghost.

xDD

haha ok. pau's gonnna kill me =X

equal share of love <33

2008-05-25T15:18:00.003+09:00

MCDONALDS

isnt it our favourite fast food restaurant around?

yummy fries & burger,

and the super sinful TWENTY PIECE NUGGETS

oh my i cant imagine i ate like 10 of them.

FATXZXXZ!

----

there's this documentary called supersize me.

produced, directed by and starring Morgan Spurlock.

he follows a diet of solely McDonald's food,

and SUPERSIZING them whenever he was asked.

mind you.

supersize is like 2-3 times our upsize.

and he has to follow this diet for a fucking 30 days.

ohmygawd.

can u imagine, for THREE meals somemore

breakfast- McDonalds

lunch- McDonalds

dinner- McDonalds

He consumed an average of 5,000 kcal (the equivalent of 9.26 Big Macs) per day during the experiment.

yuck. imagine stuffing NINE humongous Big Macs down your throat.

and so, standing 1.88m & weighing 84.1kg before,

he gained 11.1kg and became overweight after 30 days.

he experienced mood swings, sexual dysfunction & severe liver damage.

(want to enjoy good life and uh hum. sex too, no McDonalds for you =DD )

worst thing is, he took 14 months to lose the weight he gained in 1 month.

pooor things.

i watched this film and was super grossed out.

no wonder Texas, USA has the highest rate of obesity.

like every step u take, u see the red and yellow M sign.

wahlao.

see until sian.

and so, from then on, i abstained from fast food, not only McDonalds

for a few months.

and after that i coundnt take it anymore. hahah

but i swear, fast food is like the most unhealthy foood around.

but yet, irresistable tooo =x

2008-05-19T21:03:00.000+09:00

& we're the same height ppl.
^^
LOOOK! xD

2008-05-19T16:11:00.004+09:00

HAPPPY VESAK DAY!

its damn saddening that the double catastrophes hit Asia.
cyclone in Myanmar & earthquake in China.
made me realise that life is soo precious
that even a single wind blow
and an earth shake can actually take away hundred thousands of lives
and leaving million others pathetic.

FYI
"Depending on their location and strength,
there are various terms by which tropical cyclones are known,
such as hurricane, typhoon, tropical storm, cyclonic storm and tropical depression.

Tropical cyclones can produce extremely strong winds, tornadoes, torrential rain, high waves, and storm surges.
The heavy rains and storm surges can produce extensive flooding."
-wikipedia

stephy and i were discussing bout cyclone that day.
bout its difference bet hurricanes, tornadoes, and whether cyclones include rain, etc etc...
yep. its all there! hahaha.

---

when i was young,
i remembered that i hated my height to the core.
i hated myself for being TALL.

cos u know when u're super young, like in pre school,
u want to be teacher's darling and so u want to stand in the front when lining up,
u want to sit first row in class.

and also, at that time, boys were like aliens to u.
and u want to get as far away as poss from them.

being taller than the other gals means standing with the guys.
and i HATE it!
and we all go "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"
when a gal hold hands with a guy.

and during a dance concert i put up when i was in K2,
i felt so miserable when my teacher put me at the back.
the back.
means, nobody can see u..
even u dance like angel also nobody give a damn.

wahlao.
from then on, i hated myself for being taller than other gals....

PRI 1

i had to stand at the back of the line.
my partner was a girl. luckily.
but there was this guy called G
who was the naughtiest guy in class and he was to stand behind me.
one fine day.
he pushed me.
i fell.
11 stitches on the chin.
permanent mark.
FOR LIFE

and that made me hate guys even more.
and yes.
hate my height to the M.A.X

if i was a little shortie, i would stand in front..
directly below my teacher's nose.
and she'll take gooood care of me.
whatever.

sec 2-3

i still hated my height.
cos at that time, guys still haven reached puberty yet,
and were all tiny like ants.
while all my other frens alr had 10000000000 ex and current boyfriends,
i hated my height cos i thought it was my tall built ( +my ugly face)
that made guys turn off.

thanks la.

i felt soooooo super duper scared that i might reach 2m one day.
and be super freaking scary like a giant.

sian.
i dunno but my sec sch life was totally like non existent.
i have no freaking idea what i was doing too.

ok fine, bit by bit.
i accepted that fact that i actually have this UGRHH, height.
and this fugly face.
live with it and life seems to be much better.

seems like many gals are envious of my height and vice versa.
we dont seem to be satisfied with anything.

so, to console myself,
i constantly remind myself that being tall is GOOOD.
oh whatever.

1. i dun need to wear heels.
spared of all the blisters and huge calves

(u nv knew that i actually love heeels ALOT. i think they're pretty. but sadly, i cant wear)

2. "u so tall, can be model liao lor"

(sorry lor. so what if height reached the requirements? face ugly like shit. who will want me to model for them? unless its like some demerit good like smoking that the gov wants ppl NOT to consume it. put my disastrous face there, everybody quit smoking alr.
and somemore, now, whatever height also can be model. so, whats the point?)

3. "u so tall, can be air stewardess"
last time, the requirement to be an air stewardess was 1.68m.
now, i think 1.65m can alr.

and i used to think that WAH. air stewardess very shiok leh.
get to travel all the world and get paid somemore.

(very funny. air stewardess's pay is low like shit.
unless u have been working for like 30 years and become the senior.
please la. i dun want to spend 30 years of my life in a stuffy plane ok, risking my life..
and imagine 30 years later, my face wrinkled like old granny's.
passengers see alr, all nightmare.
who will want a 40-50 year olf air stewardess?
we're all looking for young, pretty ones right?
so, air stewardess is out of the question)

[edited]

as ordered by wenhui
4. so tall, when walking in crowded places, u breath clean good air.
not CO2 that other ppl breathe out.
and when u want to find ppl from faraway,
dun have to use ladder.
LOL

(but when u want to talk to someone tall,
the taller one always have problem locating her.
and end up talking to random aunties and
air.)

5. nah, i cant find any other reason alr.
sian.

i shall go emo now.

story part II

2008-05-16T23:00:00.002+09:00

this story is 100% vinnie-written & vinnie-created.

----

and then, it was this sickening plastic yellow file that i had to lug it with me all the time to school.
i hate carrrying files. like totally.
so i decided to find myself a maid to carry for me!
NOOOOO.
i didnt purposely choose that fellow.
it was pure coincidence. i swear.

absent minded person.
but always bringing it with him to the guys toilet.
all went well and one fine day,
somebody stepped on my file.
that it cracked & died forever.

but still, the file indeed made me know that mysterious guy a little better.
he didnt seem as dao as he looked.
and i think if i didnt rmb wrongly,
when i asked for his name on the first few days of sch,
he ignored me.
and yong kuan answered me for him
WAH.

---

bored on the bus one day.
after V-day's dinner with s12.
scrolled down my phone boook.
A
.
.
.
.
(none)

Billy

ahh, sounds interesting enough. and so yea, talked for awhile.
cos when i reached home, had to study for a lame bio test the next day.
OHMYGAWD.
how irritating.
i actually had to spend my V-day nite studying
while everyone else was partying, dinnering, cuddling, love talking etc............

ok fine. i admit.
it was then, or a few days later that a weird feeling start to build up.
weirddddddddddddd feeelingg.
something ive never felt before.
it was.....................

--
--
--
--
--
--
--

a crush!

BUT BUT BUT still, i was unsure of myself.
cos i faced competition
& also, another pending request from xxxxxxxxxx.

oh wellls.
____

my story may not seem to be dramatic or interesting or whatever.
but its special. at least, to me.
its MY story.
& i'd want to rmb my first,
next time when i grow up.

********************************

there're certain things that no matter how what happpens,
it'd always remain in my heart and haunt me constantly.
each time i get reminded of it,
my heart "wrench"
and it feels as though someone's trying to squeeze every bit of blood out from my heart,
leaving me cold and empty inside.
do i feel humiliated?
or just simply foolish?
i choose the latter.

& im afraid of the coming days.
will it be back again?
will i have to go thru that again?
it seems to be a blemish on this wonderful life God gave me
(do i even have a life to begin with?)
oh well, i lift it up to Your hands.
i hope that things will go right under Your care.

Your wings are my shelter.
Your love keeps me going.........

2008-05-16T00:12:00.001+09:00

& i should plaster my face
and wear a paper bag wherever i go.......

lalallalalala.............

<3 torrres!

2008-05-15T22:01:00.004+09:00

ok, its time to continue my story part II

but before that....

updates!

lalalla. my life is boring. there's hardly anything for me update bout.

half the class @ rugby finals.

ZZzzZzZZZZzzz............

had a mock bio spa today.

ohmytian

sucks like shit can.

1 hour and u have to WRITE 6 pgs worth of wordssss......

imagine the amount of brain work and brain juice used up trying to study for it.

even if the paper in front of me, copy,

also cannnot finish writing.

even the teachers say cannnot finish.

so whats the point?

i think skill A is lame and stupid.

why do ppl practice favouritism?

of cos, if u're the one where all the attention is centered upon u,

u'll definitely feeel goood.

but what bout the rest..?

they'll just sit, rot and die without anyone's knowledge..

and i hate asking n times a day for u to ********

cant be auto abit meh?

alr like 2 weeks liao can.

AGRHHHHHHH...........

everything/everyone seems to piss me offff greatly.

and im in such a horrid mood suddenly.

i dun feel like continuing anymore

BYE

2008-05-12T22:48:00.003+09:00

HAPPPPY MOTHER'S DAYY!!

ok, i know im a day late. oops.
and im a horrrible daughter.
i didnt buy mummy anything =(

& when i see how much you've done for me.
and i do in return for u,
i feel that im like a fuckin asshole.
im a failure.
each time i defy u and make u cry.
it hurts me more that anything.

may the Lord bless and watch over my mummy
and i pray that i'll be a better daughter.

--

rugby match today.
UGRHHH.
freaking sad.
we lost, unfortunately.
when the whole j2 cohort got a half day accompanied with 25 buses to go to padang to support the rugby finals.
but, we lost. =(
got reallly reallllly tired halfway thru that i wanted to leave.
had to stand on the ugly grass patch for 1 half hours can?
and one stupid guy who's like damn tall keeep squeezzing his way in front of me.
i almost used my clappers to bang his head.
he loooks like a crab.
from newtown =/

--

a long long long time ago.
like last year, CNY.
my CT invited my twelfies to her house at simei.
i rmb its on a sunnnny sunday.
clad in my new clothes and jeans,
happpy!

yada yada.
we met at the mrt station.
and i saw him coming down from the escalator.
that was i think the first time he made an impression in me
he made weird slopping noises when he walkes with his flip flops.

went for lunch at some ulu simei shopping centre.
tried to make friends and talk but failed.
apparently cos i didnt had the chance to.
others were there b4 me,
and some had, of cos, more courage than me!
so yea.
i went back to my own lonely, far-away seat.

played some weirdo card games back at simei's house.
and got bullied as usual.
tried to accomplish my mission that failed during lunch,
i wanted to talk to him.
but once again,
there were always others coming before me.
always like that.
i was like forget it.
i cant be bothered anymore.

then came a throbbing headache at evening time.
freaking uncomfortable and i felt ready to faint anytime.
my head was heavy like 1000000 rocks.
nevertheless, my failed misssion all afternoon
finally saw some glimpse of successss somewhere.

he sat next to me for dinnner.
xD
ok, im being crazy.
and i did something funnny.
i shant say what.
but got alot of comments from ppl around me.

he offered me a drink, claiming that it's iced lemon tea.
i toook a huge sip and felt this choky gasy liquid going down my throat.
bad boy.
(i cant stand gasy, carbonated drinks for nuts!)

that marks the first chapter of this 14 months thing............

to be continued.........
(prelude: yellow file, vday)

ps, sorrry for MIA for so long.
my lapppy broke down, AGAIN -.-
sorry for boring stories..
if u dont like it, u dont have to come back here for more.
xD

2008-05-04T22:51:00.009+09:00

its chem SPA tmr.
and what the hell am i doing at blogger.com?!
destresssssssss..................

i'm leading such an effing life.
thats revolving around tests, exams, tutorials and more tests.......

random thought 1:
they say first love is sweet, unforgettable and irreplaceable.
subsequent relationships will not be as goood as the first.
aww, i mean thats so sad.
pity those who meeet jerks as their first time.

random thought 2:
i hate guys in skinny jeans.
they loook GAY,
to the ultimate.
ugly ugly uglyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

random thought 3:
i was surfing the net and i came across forums and comments made by out beloved Singaporeans.
ok wait.
its not comments but rather, COMPLAINS.
ohmytian.
everything also complain.
in the MRT station, or in the train itself, see ppl eating or drinking,
take out hp, snap snap & post on internet.
see ppl sitting on the floor of the MRT, take out hp , snap snap & post on internet.
see students hug hug kiss kiss in MRT, take out hp, snap snap & post on internet.
conclusion: Singaporeans are restless and bored when on board trains and buses.
they have to poke their noses into everyone's business.
wth.
ok i personally think that eating on the MRT is not good and yes, ppl shd not eat on the MRT or buses.
cos the foood leave a stench thats er, uncomfortable i should say.
but drink, also cannnot meh? what if i die of thirst?
LOL, ok i'm not making sense here.
but still, as long as they dont spill they sweet drinks everywhere and bring their littter out of the train, should be ok right?
oh well. and i rmb last time, my sec sch received complains from nosey residents that our students have been eating and drinking on the MRTs.
wth? these ppl really have nothing to do yea?
whole day complain about nonsensical stuff.
why dont they complain that its cos of our education system that made students become like that.
everyday homework homework, cca cca, remedials remedials, extra lessons extra lesssons......
that we do not even have time to erm. have our meals and water break?
lol. ok, me being typical Singaporean.
Am i complaining too much too?
HAHAHA!
and oh, i reckon im guilty of ALL of the above acts thats why i strongly disapprove of ppl complaining bout all these.
and worse still, take out their hp, snap snap away & post on internet.
memory so much space izzit?
go camwhore and dun waste ur precious memory space on such ppl la.
and if nothing on do in the trains, buses,
SLEEEEP!
or do crossword puzzles......
dun take out hp and snap snap.

and the PDA thing. see things that u dont like to see, turn away and dont kaypo la.
but hmm, i wonder how i would react if i see a couple doing erm.
obscene stuff in public.
my jaw will drop.
HAHHAHAHHAHA
xD

random thought 4:
ok, im gettting ranty.
and i needa chiong my SPA.
look at the time!!
and im still at blogger.com
OMZG!!!!!!!!

bye!

2008-05-01T19:29:00.003+09:00

HAPPPY LABOUR DAY!

1. i feel that my life is like a repeated cycle.
over and over again.
go to school, tests, exams, friends, etc........................
i neeed something to spice up my life.
=/

2. i feeel insignificant.
as a friend, as a person.
& i wonder if it makes any difference if im not around.
but i doubt so.

3. im a petty, sensitive, unreasonable person.
but i cant help it, can i?

4. oh fu*k it.

5.i hate u
soooooooooooooooo much

i want you to hug me. now.

2008-04-26T00:31:00.003+09:00

this week seemed to pass like nobody's business.
well, sooooo many things happened.
that im not sure to feeel glad or not.
mental turmoil..........
sometimes, im just unsure if its right.
i feel like a perfect idiot.
like hell.
it still feels pain pa in p a i n..

--

i think the message doenst seem to get across.
i know its your mouth.
i cant stop u from what u want to say.
stop talking bout me behind my back.
it isnt that hard, is it?
there are like 23493265712 things under the sun for u to talk about.
why choose me..?
this bloody insignificant piece of shit here?
isn't talking bout me a perfect waste of time, energy and saliva?
i just dont like it.
i'd rather u NOT mention bout me &
just stop discussing/speculating, WHATEVER
about me.
i think its hard. but rarr,
just make sure that i dont hear it, i dont see it and dont sense that u ARE talking bout me.
i will kill!
xD
hah im joking bout the last part

--

and oh stop doing oh-so-stupid things in front of me
your actions just prove to show that u are a childish, attention seeker.
puh-lease.
you're nothing but a fat, short, A-shape legged person.
not that i have anything against fat, short, A-shape legged ppl
but just that every part of you makes me turn off,
completely.

--

oh boy. whats wrong?
emo bug has got into me again.

and my stomach hurts like soooo much lately.

and im tired.
like soooooo tired.
im dying while typing.
so i shalll go sleeep.

stop haunting me,
you're my past

___________________________________

things to do:

1. bio spa (Mon)
2. chem spa (Mon)
3. study chem mock spa (Mon)
4. math probability tut (Mon)
5. bio tut 26/ 27 (Tue)
6. electrochem tut (Thur)

thats freaking alot of things to do!
goodnighty

p/s. all the best to my darling pau
for drama later
xD

2008-04-19T21:48:00.015+09:00

i was looking thru my twelfies photos

and i realised that many of us have changed while some didnt!
hairstyle, specs, faces, etc....

hahah lets have a loook!

MANDY & STEPHY

BEFORE

AFTER

STEPHANIE CHEONG, VINNIE, PAU

haha steph still loves to hug/ kiss people xDD
well, these are before!

one during class when tck was absent, a random shot at vivo and the 3 of us @ sentosa.

`early this year.

steph without glasses,

vinnie with a HUGE PLUMP face

and pretty pau with short hair xD

YK & BOON

yk is still as sick as ever.

and er, boon is half dead. each time i see him, he looks like a walking zombie.

stephy says its cos last year, his eyes were wide open cos got many pretty gals in s12 for him to see. now no more. so he might as well close his eyes. hahah i agree! xD

POH

an integrated twelfie. a special request from xxx to feature him.

but i cant find any poh-pics from last year. so yea.

the one @ vivo.

where we dunked him into the "pool"
while he tries to pull us in tgt with him.

IN VAIN though.

and only he fell in xD

and then, a desperate attempt to become "batman" with that shades.

and in 2008, he evolved into spiderman who kills the world instead of saving us.

& i wonder who's our mary jane.

i reallly dont know who. i realllly dont know!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RAPHAEL

raphael! stop flapping your hands and going spastic.....

BRANDON, BILLY, VINNIE

"OEI! we aint ready to take photooo!!!! my hair ok or not?? "

"ok. we're done. CHEEEEEESE!"

brandon. no swimming. billy

same pose sia! xD

ahh, i think this was our first picture together, on the pyramid thing..?

haha u dont reallly know me then.

we were friends then xD

picture dated: 6th Mar

-the earthquake day-

VINNIE

picture is blur cos at that time, we do not have a megapixel camera.

it was 2003 or something. i look like shit. haha

prom `o6 and CNY `07

ok, i didnt change much i think i still look weird! haha

ive deicede to take out the "log-ing to read blog" thing

its so troublesome that i have to log in each time i wanna come.

but sigh, i still want my privacy.

ok, see how first then

`cheers!

ps. im feeeeling downright sian now.

i sense something not gooood coming my way.

God bless me

2008-04-15T21:31:00.004+09:00

went out with wenhui today..
was kinda last minute and we both pon-ed econs lecture.
ZzZZzzzZZz
oh well, pms-ing.
mood swings.
wth.
i dont understand myself sometimes
and thanks to SMTPS for u know xD
yea. haha
T = Tlyer.

i was doing my bio tutorial 26 when i saw what stephy wrote on my notes:
"pauline is getting married"
i got distracted and couldn't complete my tutorial
too filled with joy.
im finally becoming a bridesmaid and a godmother to her Poh-kids sooon!
(note: kidS. plural. meaning: many kids!)
xDDDDDDDDd
hahaha oh no
i think someone's gonnna kill me now

sorrry, im super restless.
and bored, as u can see

--

oh ya.
pizza-ed at causeway point,
AGAIN
which was a bad choice.
cos its like FATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
HELLLLO. im fat like crazy now.
kill me =x
i vow to go on a mini diet from today onwards.
mini..!
and er, i vow never to pon lesssons anymore.
poor jack.
she must be lecturing to an empty LT?

--

fire drill today.
during the 3 periods-long bio tutorial
which was the best timing to have a fire drill ever!
imagine the fire alarm ring while u're having napfa.
running the last lap of your 2.4km.
piangxzxz this will never happen to me.
no more napfa anymore!
hahaha.
well, we strolled from the classroom to the field.
and at the rate we are going, if there's a real fire,
we're all going to die.

remember we took a picture last time when there's an earthquake?
well, here's one to commemorate fire drill!

--

i shall end abruptly.
suddenly had no mood to continue...........
LOL

2008-04-14T22:50:00.003+09:00

i feel fats
ACCUMULATINGGGG..........

oh well, thanks.
its hurting
even more

2008-04-14T00:42:00.002+09:00

HELLO WORLD!

went to the esplanade today!
with stephy, mandy and billy
to catch a band performance.
its FOC anyway, and being typical Singaporeans,
the whole theatre was full. yea.
cheapos!
just like me... hahaha.
but it was quite nice, though its only 1 hour..
and the poor conductor was suffering from spasms..
his head was trembling and he loooked as if he was dancing..
haha.

and being reallly poor blokes,
i couldnt afford to eat anything at waraku...
oh well. i dont think there's anything i'd want to eat there...
i was thinking why would

but yea.
mos-ed @ dohby with dearest
and went to cousin's house after that.

OMG!
imagine u're on a bus sitting next to an uncle.
and that bloody uncle starts taking out his tweeezer and pluck his beard/moustache.
throughout the whole half hour ride, he kept doing it...
i was so freaked out!
imagine if i start plucking/shaving my underarms in the bus for half hour.
damn.
i doubt anyone would want to sit next to me.
=/

--

thanks la.
i feeel as if im an insignificant piece of shit.
i seriously hate it when u start questioning me as though im a criminal and as though i reallly owe u an answer.
HELLLLO!

and STOP talking bout me behind my back.
i dont like it
as in seriously

=(
im heartbroken.
& sad

2008-04-11T20:24:00.002+09:00

pau told me to pen down my thoughts whenever im sad.
yea, i AM sad.
well, just ignore this paragraph la.
it just shows how much a sore loser i am,
and yea, whatever

damn pissed. damn sad.
but there's nothing i can do now.
just live to regret that we, or least, I didnt put in enough effort to do what im supposed to do.
and yea everything that i hear & see, all makes me feel even worse.
this is indeed a reallly bad beginning.
but i will study hard, to do well in my A lvls.
or at least, I HOPE i can do well.
may the good Lord help me and guide me in everything i do.

leave me alone.
im in bad shape

2008-04-09T23:40:00.002+09:00

gooo-day, aliens & monsters

1. its freezing cold right now.
cos its snowing out there!
the weather is not behaving itself again.
"take care, cos i care"
i rmb that subway guy xD

2. hmm, i almost lost my life, again
yesterday
after my 2.4km run.
omg. i think cos i didnt eat much the past few days.
due to erm, no appetite..?
lol, anyway, yea and i dairrhoea-ed like 2 times in the morning.
so tummy was literallly empty.
gosh! i was dying after the third round.
i was simply draggging my whole body along.
but i had beatrice and cel to run with me for the last 2 rounds.
though u wont see this, but THANKS! xD

luckily i collapsed after i crossed the finishing line.
or else, all effforts would be wasted!
lol, couldnt reallly rmb what happened after that though.
but i found myself on the gallery steps after that.
so, big thanks to those who tried to drag the horrribly heavy and sweaty vinnie there. =D
and thanks for the chocolates & the concern xD

but anyway, that spells the E-N-D of napfa.
means, no more running, no more inclined chin ups, no more sit ups, no more shuttle run, no more sit and reach, and best of all, NO MORE STANDING BOARD JUMP.
*jumps for joy*

2. oh ya. sorrry for being superly emo these few days.
ignoring everyone, showing ppl my colours, and for not replying to all the sms-es that u have sent to me!
haii. i know im being stupid, silly and everything.
thanks, darling wenhui, for staying up till 2-3am just to hear me cry and listening to all my shit, esp when u have ur own probs too
and also, for constantly telling me not to give up and to enlighten me as well.
thanks for always being there with me. and for being so concerned.
love ya, sis!
and to SMPS, thanks for... everything!

things are fine.
for now.
and i hope it'll continue staying fine

3. i spent like nearly 50$ these 2 days.
kill me.
have been going out quite alot lately.
mum's gonna kill me.
i dont feel like doing my gp homework.
anson's gonna kill me.

4. that smile across your face, makes my day, again and again
i beam when i see you happy.
i cry when i see you sad.
i look forward for that touch of your hands on my skin.
i open my eyes, hoping to see you and only you
i think im crazy............
over you

5. rarr. bye

2008-04-07T23:17:00.005+09:00

i got mummy really upset today.
guess i was toooo caught up in my own pool of emotions
and so, said things to hurt my mummy.
but i thank God for letting this unfortunate situation to make my family closer.

by then, its numb alr.
heart bleeding and shattered to millions of pieces.
its sooo painful until i feel no pain.
what bout waking up in your bed, in a pool of tears?
u wake up subconsciously, realising that u actually are gasping for air cos of too much crying, ur face is damp and sticky and you break out in a bout of sweat?
tear duct runs out of tears.
crap.
im such a loser

-im in a mess-

2008-04-06T21:32:00.002+09:00

oh WTH.

this vicious cycle.
its coming back to haunt me again.

miserable
pain
confusion
denial

OUCH.

man utd vs midd now.
i hope man u loses.
PLEASE

2008-04-06T01:06:00.002+09:00

hello sunday!

1. my life is ultra meaningless these days.
i wake up, go to sch,
attend weird lessons,
come home,
sleeep, wake up,
dinner, slack
and back to sleeep.
have not been doing any work,
though i seriously neeed to!
giving myself too many excuses to rest since BT1s just ended.
but BT1 was like TWO freaking weeks ago!!!!!!
time to stop resting and start work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2. oh crap.
have been consuming lotsa unhealthy fast food this week.
i had 2 macdonald's meal & 2 pizza meals this weeek!
ohmg!!
i neeed to go on a diet!
before fats and skin start to accumulate and show off.
=/

3. his cca is a playboy.
he has 100 girlfriends
but cannnot intro any to me.
cos lesbians seem to be a big turn off!
he tells me the same racist joke that isnt funnnnny,
and expects me to LMAO.

he sees me and screams for my name, and for mentos sweet as well.
grumbles when i didnt bring any.
scolds the F word as frequent as he breathes.
*stares*
what am i doing??
haha

i think my mentees are cute, funny & innocent xD
how i wish time could just turn back when we were as pure & innocent too.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4. 2 years of JC is simply not enough.
im dreading for the end of 2008.
but then again, i cant wait for A lvls to be over.
i dont want my boy to go army.
but i dont want to study on organic chem, integration, DNA replication & how the bloody macroeconomy works.
i dont want to be separated from my twelfies,
but yet, i dont want to wake up at 6am every weekday morning to go to school.
i dont want to meet new grp of ppl in uni cos im unfriendly, super not sociable and er, irritatingggg.....
i think making new frens is hard. i usually wait for NICE ppl to come talk to me.
but then again, i dont want to take anymore EFFING EXAMS & TESTS!!!

crap. tell me what to do??
ive not decided on what course or which path i wannna take.
i simply have no goals in my life.
uselessss

4. vinnie is tired.
i need to sleeep.
may the wise Lord teach me what to do and help me to make a right choice.
that i wont regret anything and er, prepare everything in advance so that i may not make any rushed decisions.
Bless me!

nitezxzx

2008-04-03T17:08:00.002+09:00

my muscles are aching the shit out of me.
all thanks to napfa 5 stations.
but all went well and im glad =D
my SBJ improved!
all my life, ive never jumped high/far b4.
i think my furthest was 170cm i think.
which is pathetic =/
but yay, i finallly saw a 1-8 something on the mat
182, that is =D
so, 5 stations completed.
im left with 2.4!
gosh! i cant run for nuts.
but oh well, this may be the last time in my whole entire life that i'll be running.
let me get over and done with!

______

life sucks.
idk whats wrong with me.
idk whats wrong with them.
idk whats wrong with everyone.
WHAT'S HAPPENING?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

________

ok i shant blog anymore.
my life is boring, so i doubt anyone wants to know more bout me, yo!
ciao

2008-03-29T00:11:00.002+09:00

TGIF

i neeed my weeekends,
like badly.

went to acsi that day,
again.
yes.
oh well, the trip there was free so i dont mind =D

as usual after dinnner went 14-ed to clem and 184-ed home.
dammmit.
184 was freaking crowded. and so had to stand on the steps
stupid driver, dunno blind or what
simply slammmed the dooor into me.
thanks ah.
luckily i drank enough milk.
bones not crushed yet.
haha.
and yes, i met long lost joannne on bus 14
she said i loooked as though someone punched my eye.
not enough sleeep
=/

ok, i think im talking nonsense.
im not in a goooood mooood.
RARRRRRRRRRRR

2008-03-27T21:46:00.003+09:00

sometimes, we just dont wish to speak our minds.
wanting so much in our hearts
but we just cant bring ourselves to say it.
whats wrong?!

i hate myself for doing alll these.
i hate myself for just being like that.
i hate itttttttttttt...
well, i dont want to know whats happening..
its tiring

omg. i feeeeel un-nice.

wenhui, where are you???!!!
=X

2008-03-26T20:59:00.007+09:00

helllo world.
i realised that ive beeen complaining too much in my previous posts.

ok, i shalll blog nicely today =)

Yesterday,

SVPS went to acsi to support our polo guys!

against rj.

nvm bout the score.

but well, we're the only 4 supporters for sajc.

but rj seemed to have none.

haha!

see la, got skills, got brains, but no frens.

whats the use?!?!

and oh.

after the match,

first time in my whole entire life, i see

one line of 7/8 naked guys bowing to us.

*freaks out*

oh well, all the best to the polo team for the remaining matches u have.

`cheeers!

and oh, be strong, baby.

their formation - 7 keeepers in one goal post

after the block test, we went to watch

SKY OF LOVE!

its nice =D

cliche storyline

but the script is super super touching.

i cried until my eyes were like swolllen and pufffed up the whole day. =/

but oh. the gal is super prettty and the male lead is same age as us.

-gasps-

you can see my red eyes and nose.
feeeel so embarrassed that i dont dare to lift my head up after i came out of the theatre. hahaha

and my eyes were like seriously damn smalll
after crying.

and went to church after that...
for Holy Thursday mass service

--

SMVPS!

omg. i looook disgusting =S
sorrrry darlings.
vinnie seeems to spoil all your beautiful pictures =x

and mdm A** has beeen going around catching my hair, callling me to tie my hair up.
TSK.
and she has to scream for my name in the cafe like so damn loud.
and that idiot woman beside her gave me a dirty stare.
WTH.
get lost and show that dirty stare to youself la.
i bet you'll scare yourself with your face.

--

BTs results are kinda out.

and sigh.

im sooooooooooooooooooooo disappointed in my results.

=XXXXXXXXXXXXX

how?!?!?!?!??!?!!?

2008-03-24T00:34:00.003+09:00

cant you be a litttle more responsible?
if u cant be bothered,
neither can i.
but at least i took the bloody effort to spend some few minutes to draft out an sms to send to you,
and even bothered to pick up the damn phone
and dial your stinky number.
but you,
being an idiot as usual,
choose to ignore all my calls and sms-es.
say what, becos i inform too late,
thats why u purposely dun wannna pick up my calls.
fuck la.
just quit your damn job.
you dont deserve it.

if ppl send down the relay on thursday night at 10 plus,
me being a horrribly nice person decided to call the next day so i wont disturb u so late at night.
and well, the next day though.
u either didnt know ur phone existed and thus didnt check ur phone,
or u know that NO ONE will contact u and hence, cant be bothered to check ur phone.
which i understand why no one wants to contact u
cos u are such an unreasonable person.
so ridiculously nonsensical
that no one bothers to even care bout u and all ur shit.

--

RARRRRR.
and i think i screwed my whole saturday.
the whole day didnt go well as expected.
and sigh,
im disappointed
in myself.
why did i allow such things to happen to myself?
cos the one having to answer to all the shit
will be none other than me myself i.
well, i never learn from mistakes.
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

--

whats happpening?????????????????????????????????????
oh well.
things are definitely not going right
=(

2008-03-19T23:27:00.003+09:00

HAPPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY,

TO MY BABY =D

block test are finally over.

those 3 days seeeemed to be the most diffficult to pass

and omg. i actualllly survived.

im soooooo drained & tired =/

well, family dinnner at some werido hotel on sat

to celebrate grandfather's bday.

the foood's horrrible =/

but anyway, it wasnt a very enjoyable dinnner too.

gooodnesss me.

ok, im damn lazy and damn tired.

gg out tmr!! =DD

to wenhui:

aye, see, i actuallly dedicated part of my post to u eh.

haha er, anyway, yea, i dun mind gg out with u =PP

haha. new timetable is out!

we can compare and then,

AHEM,

use yelllow hey-lighter to box the commmon breaks

haha. eh,tell me when u free lor.

i know u very busyyyyyyyy.................................

haha.

anyway, happpy easter in advance.

no easter eggs this year =/

haha

2008-03-18T19:42:00.002+09:00

insomnia,
massive headaches,
constant staring at notes,
constant urge to watch tv, online.

block tests are draining the hell out me,
into nothingness.

i neeed my ssllleeeeeeppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and oh. i wannna go out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-13T12:36:00.003+09:00

sometimes,
i look back to think.
about all the hurt & pain that i once had to go thru.
and it cancels out everything that's goood right now.

i live with constant fear
that all this will come back to me one day.

the pain inflicted will stay on,
forever
in my heart
--

gosh.
i screwed my GP BT.
dangggg =XXXXX
pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls
let me clear my BT this time round
im sick of loooking at U and S grades.
which i seee them EVERYTIME.............

and may the 19th Mar come quick quick, fast fast.
ive got 2 things to look forward to on this date
=D

2008-03-06T23:02:00.002+09:00

1. please let me do well in my BT.
my GP tmr.

2. please dont let me fall sick during this period.
im losing my voice again, sneezing like shit and my nose is like a tap.

3. please dont make me pregnant.
i dont want a baby

4. please dont give me tummyaches
esp during exam period.

5. please keep all those pests and irritating creatures away from me.
and not irritate me when im studying.

6. please dont make me so sleeepy during lessons or when my eyes are in contact with my notes.

7. please give me more time to study
ive not started studying for a single thing yet

8. please...
i dont neeed luck for exams.
i simply neeed a MIRACLE

9. please keeep my loved ones healthy and happpy.

10. please give me a new face.
i neeed a face transplant.
im sick of mine.
im sure u are tooo!
=P

random....................

`cheers!

xoxo, vinnie =DD

2008-03-02T21:22:00.004+09:00

tralallala~

1. i want to buy a mini cushion that i can bring to school..

to sleeeep!

haha k la. not sleeep la.

but to REST my head on....

2. SERVICE LEARNING

s13 at Christian Outreach for the Handicap

they contain those intellectuallyy handicapped ppl.

yea. i thought that i would not exit from that place as a sane person.

haha. but i DID! =DD

yea. so we went there, sang songs, interacted, games, dances........

luckily we didnt have to do cleaning.

i HATE cleaning.

i remember last time i went to old folk's home for volunteer work with the church,

the ppl in charge there bullied us and made us clean the windows, mop the floor, sweep the leaves, and all those shit work.

like HELLLO.

i go there as a VOLUNTEER.

not a CLEANER.

wth!

but anyway, back to my service learning...

lol, my client was a 18- 20 year old guy.

[my client: the one standing beside me in white, staring longingly at the box of tissue the lady is holding, as though he has nv seen tissue box b4..]

hahaha, just kiddding. my client is in orange. LOL

he looooks pretty much normal. but he cant speak and yea, very quiet.

but he responds welll to music and dancinG!

haha must be cos of me thats why he so enthu =D

but anyway, i guess my service learning turned out better than expected.

at least i left the place with my clothes still intact and not injured anywhere else =D

cheers, s13!

3. idiot.

stop pretending that u know me very well.

rarrr.

and oh!

stop questioning me as though i reallly owe u an explanation ok?

i dont owe anyone any explanation.

and i reallly appreciate it if u would stop being sacarstic towards me.

and saying things to spite me on purpose.

keeeping quiet doesnt mean that im fine with it.

lastly, dont think that cos my english is lousy, i cant express myself clearly,

and u take advantage of that to shoot back at me.

like whats wrong?

did i seriously do anything wrong?

if this is what u want to see/ hear, etc,
here it is

IM SORRRRRY!

for i dont know what... -.-

it helps if no one askes me whats wrong and whats going on.

thanks

and im so sorrry if i offended anyone with my language, tone or whatever.

im not in the mood to be nice

2008-02-29T22:27:00.002+09:00

RARRRRRRRRRRRRRR

im so pissssssed!

leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

--

WTH!
why am i letting u ruin my day and my life?!

2008-02-29T21:11:00.003+09:00

sometimes.
i wonder
if i had done anything wrong
such that u can treat me like that.

as though i had committed the most serious crime in the world.
that u talk to me as though i am the most worthless person in the whole entire world.
that u *** me as though i wasnt ****
that u tell *** that im such a fucker, cos i ****** u.
and that u question me as though im a criminal.
and telling me that i should go **** cos what ive done is totallly unforgivable
WTF!

though im far from perfect (i know that)
and i may not be entirely right at all times,
cant u like tell me instead of discussing bout me behind my back?
u know i hate it.
so why do that.?!?!
and u know you've done it b4.
so stop giving lame excuses to urself that u didnt.
we've beeen friends for so long alr,
doesnt ur conscious prick u when u bitch bout me, you asshole?

oh whatever, i dont give a damn la.

go fuck yourself and die la,
for all i care

2008-02-18T21:11:00.004+09:00

yada yada.

ive got lotsa updates to doo!

but hmm, who cares?!

cos like who even bothers to come and kaypo with my uninteresting life?

CNY visiting at Mr Tan's house

it's at 6th avenue.

aka rich man's estate.

his house is like super big.

and u neeeda walk a freaking 1.8km along the estate to get to his house.

1.8km is damn far. i think i need like 1 hour to walk in.

but anwyay,

his living room alone is like bigger than my whole entire house.

and his babies are OMG! adorable.....

haha, lady luck was shinning..

played bun luck and won like $16!

haha. when for dinner and movie after that.

and there goes my winnings! =)

but hmm, pretty nice gathering with the class though.

i want my pictures!!!

send meeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HUAT AHHH!

RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

sunday!

stephy, mandy stopped over at my house for dinner.

oops, i feel kinda guilty for asking them over.

cos my house is like so boring, the food is so not nice,

there seem to be nothing to do at my house

and erm, yea, wasting their time to come down to my house.
and getting excited for nothing

cos in actual fact, my house is the super boringxzxzx!

2008-02-14T23:42:00.003+09:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

may the world be filled with love, joy and happiness.

spread this love around to the ppl around u.

ur family members & loved ones

lots of love,

vinnnieeeeeeeeeeeeee =)))))))

[edited]

heyss!!!!!

do me a very very very nice favour??

to those whom i gave brownies to,

ate them alr,

and still alive till today,

can give me some comments..??

haha..

thats like the first thing i brought out of the kitchen lo....

and im never ever stepping into the kitchen anymore.

it's horrrrrifyingg!

i screwed my MSA like totallly.

im so disappointed with myself.

but ugrhh, serves me right cos i didnt reallly put in all my effort.

but still, yea i feeel disappointed and hmm, it all shows and proves and amplifies my stupidity.

thank you, MSA for pointing this out to me

ugrhh, supposed to go tck's house tmr.

but i dunno how to gooo!!

cos i didnt listen when cel was talking and giving instructions.

oops!

typically me.

cos im so used to stephy's constant reminders, where to meet and what time

when we go out on 12-ies outing.. LOL

im tired.

TGIF

2008-02-13T19:24:00.002+09:00

sorrry im being idiotic again.. haha..

oh noooo!!

ive lost another 1kg!

freak~~

its not a realllly goood thing.

cos the moment i want to go on a diet, i keep putting on weight.

but when i dont want to go on a diet, i lose weight.

IM NOT ON A DIET!

NOT!

now now, its friendship weeek, and its valentines day tmr.

come to think of it, for the past past few years, i dread vday sooooo much.

cos i dont get dates and err, the worse part is to seee ppl get all the dates.

the thing is:

the cute guys alll get the cute gals.

leaving the un-cute ones like yours truly here, alone- R.O.T.T.I.N.G

pooor things!

lol

vday, friendship week just proves that i have FEW friends and hmm, idk!

but, SMVPS! =DDD

and WENHUI of cos. lol

people change!

you've become a stranger to me.

its the same familiar face, but its a different feel altogether.

perhaps, 5 years down the road, u wouldnt want to acknowledge me anymore

while i foolishly hold on to the hope that we can still be friends.

i dun wannnnna go schoool tmr =XZX

2008-02-09T21:19:00.000+09:00

CNY!

1. have beeen home like 3- 4am in the morning everyday.
and waking up at 9am.
im sooooo deprived of sleeep, my eyebags look ready to swallow me up!

2. i ate soooooo much!
my tummmy is showing a 3 months old baby alr.
my auntie, best!
she claims that im toooo thin alr.
tooooo thin until she thought im one of my cousin's gf.
thanks la.
cant even recognize ur own niece.
piangzxzxz

3. visiting at rich man's house, is one never to be missed!
even if u dont know them, ang pow $$ is still super the lot!
i went to my dad fren's house and knew no one there.
but i received like 20- 30 bucks!
wow!! luckily i went! hahaha..

4. rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
missssss

2008-02-07T00:46:00.000+09:00

hellllos!

HAPPPY CNY!

i think cny is ultra boring.

there's no festive moood going around here.

and i haven plan what to wear tmr!!

hmm, my family is having a bowling competition tmr at some club thing.

each family supposed to send a representative to participate.

and dearest mummmy inserted my name without my consent.

thanks la.

i cant bowl for nuts.
and the 6 pounds (suppposedly to be the lightest ball) is crap heavy.
i think i will just roll down tgt with the ball and fall into the drain and make a fooool, like i always do..
but anyway, the champion of this bowling competition wins a 3 day 2 night stay at some hotel. LOL.

not realllly attractive though.

cos hotel stay supposed to be nice and romantic with only TWO ppl.

not three. so i go, im like a lightbulb lahhhh. =X

or maybe i can beg my mum to let me go with my darling................

*day-dreams*

thats provided i win the competition.
and i think im the lousiest "bowler" there -sulk-

well, I AM.

CNY celebration.

the lou hei competition was a disaster.

whatever.

haha i think the pictures above are cooool, totallly.

slowly admire them!

--

bugis-ed with mandy, stephy and pkkkk.

ugrhh, pms-y mood.

thanks for coming and staining me everywhere today.

im so gooona have a red red red CNY!

till then, BYE

2008-02-04T21:51:00.000+09:00

i shall wait patiently for my darling lapppy to be back from the damn workshop.
like wth!
its been "admitted" to the workshop TWICE
because of a dead motherboard.
i wonder if they changed my motherboard the first time round.
-.-
but why motherboards..?
not fatherboards?
and why mother tongue, not father tongue..?

ok, im being random!

--

oooh!
Mandy, Vinnie, Stephy (MVS) and an extra P (Pretty Kah Hwee)
went shoppping at bugis on saturday.
mind u.
NEVER step into bugis on saturdays.
its friggging crowded and idiotic aunties just push push push u from behind.
wth?!
keeep ur fat, oily, dirty hands away from me la.
push push push.
abit no space ah, still push.
i push u into the drain then u know.
idiotic!
it was disappointing cos we badly wanted to buy some stuff..
io$%^&we)(w&^e%^$
but anyway, the polo guys suddenly turned up at bugis.
*beams*
ok, nothinggg.......

pkh left us to suntec and we went AMK to get clutches!
not cRutches lurhh~
and he met us for dinner again.
at some horrrible HK cafe.
it was disappointing again.
cos our foood toook like about an hour to come,
the cafe was friggging cold,
and my fried beef kuay teow became some egg noodles thing.
-.-
and it tasted horrible.
my dinner sucked!
haha but then again, we were conveniently given a seat just in front of the mirror in the restaurant.
so as usual,
CAMWHORED!
our pictures were so vulgar and crude.
so yep, i'll post pics when time comes! lol

--

i feeel like ponning school on wed!
SHHHH!
dont tell jackina.
later she come my house and celebrate deepavali for me =XXZXZXZ

2008-02-01T00:15:00.000+09:00

helllo aliens.

vinnie is not dead yet. UNFORTUNATELY.
im dead dead tired
like seriously.
i feel like a walking zombie everyday in school..
i feel myself stoning and dozing off even when walking.

fatigue...

pissed.

just because u hold some damn high position, it doesnt give u the right to scream and shout, bellow and yell, does it...?
dammit. and dont think that just cos u know me for like slightly longer period of time, means u know me inside out.
3 years is not say very long lor.
and who are u to criticise and doubt my judgement..?
does attracting the whole world's attention very satisfying for you?
i think you are just pathetic.

and oh. trying to shut my eyes so as not to see u, trying to shut my ears so as not to hear u, trying to shut all my 5 senses towards u is just so impossible!

whatever lah. im totallly wasting my time, my life blogging bout stuff like this. esp when it concerns you.

----

ive been spending so damn lot these few days.
and -groans-
ive regained my appetite.
seems like it wont be long b4 i'd be my usual fat self =X

im tired. i shall go sleep!

the purpose of this post is to prove that im still alive and err. yea.
im so NOT emo!
just pissed la.
its the time of the month, people.
be understanding =DD

CIAO!

nss!w!

2008-01-26T12:30:00.001+09:00

[edited]

ive done the brain sex survey. and im 60+, 70% female brained! haha

ask me for the link if u happen to be interested! haha its fun btw.

can the crows standing just 1m away from my window
please stop making love and shooo.?!?!?

they're making damn lot of noises.

there!
the 5 =DD

ugrhh... i haven bought my clothes yet!!!!!
and i think i need a haircut.

i dont like you.
x_x

the crows can make out alll night long.
dammit.
they're deafening my ears !!
and polluting my pure and innocent mind.
tsk!
its seriously damn noisy.
shut up and do it somewhere else la.
got so many trees to choose from, they must choose the platform near my window sill
trees more leaves, more privacy.
TSKKKKKKKKKKKKK
shooooo~~~~~

this week is pretty fine for me i guess..??
except that ytd was a horrrible day.
966-ed home at 7pm...
and damn.

ALLLLL the workers from
allll over the world
happpen to board the super super crowded 966 bus that im in.
they squeeze and squeeze.
no space for them to stand, also continue squeezing.
walao. and the sweat smellll.
heavenly can.
=X
i should have kup my plated bacteria
and smeeer all over their oily faces.
hurmph!

thats alll for now. im gg for lunch!
and i slept at 4 30am this morning.
doing gp.
zzzzzzzz.

2008-01-22T19:53:00.000+09:00

hello world!

let me greet u with our picture!! haha

ugrhh. lappy's sick and brought to the workshop.
its back but still giving me hell lots of problems.
cos my MSN died on me. =X
dammit. without msn, i wouldnt want to come online.
but anyway, i know im missed!
=D

--

I HAVE LOST 3 KGS IN ONE MONTH!!
though the coefficient of the kgs on my weight is becoming smaller
and my tummy is becoming a slightly little smaller,
there's something else thats becoming smaller too
and im not so glad bout it. =X
mandy, stephy and pau, being mean as usual were telling me that they would give me all the silicon gels they can find.
cos i'd need them.
=XZX
what nice friends =DD

haha sorry if u dont understand what i mean. cos things are err. a little
complicating.
yea. haha

--

anyway, CNY is nearing.
ive not bought my clothes yet! ahhh~~
i shall be nice and put my little wishlist here.
together with the price.
and see which nice fella can catch the HINT and
uh hum.. BUY for me lahhh!!!! =PP

1. purple/yellow blouse - FOX ----------($26.90)
2. brown tank/ lacy red spag - FOX-----($23- 26)
3. jeans?!.. brand not decided
4. tube top - anywhere --------------------($15)
5. flip flops - Billabong ------------------($22.90)
6. clutch - unsure ----------------------($15- 20) [mandy's gonna sponsor my clutch =DD]
7. undergarments ---------------------(approx. $50- 70)
8. prollly somemore hot shorts. or maybe skirts for a change..?? IDK! haha

i'd probably just zhao keng everything in a skirt la. so yea, hot shorts will do! haha

--

i needa go get vday presents sooon.
ugrhh i hate buying presents.
but if i cant think of anything to buy, you'll probably receive some horrible-tasting chocolate or some cheepo sweets.
sorry that im so not sincere.
i just cant be bothered somehow.
LOL
but rest assure my dearies, i'll try get something gooood/ nice for u guys =D

--

24th Jan- MSA Chem
28th Jan- Math integration test
29th Jan- MSA Econs
30th Jan- MSA Math

can u imagine?
the school is out to kill us all.
even if u want to reduce the human population,
this is not the way.
this is PURE TORTURE, rather
leading to an increase in insane ppl.

--

haha if you're bored, nothing to do, watch this!
mandy reminded me of this video clip
http://youtube.com/watch?v=fJuNgBkloFE

meanwhile, CIAO!

PS. tag tag taggy on my tagboard please..... =)))

2008-01-08T17:21:00.001+09:00

STOP BEING AN IDIOT AND STOP SPAMMING MY FACEBOOOK!

ugrhh...

sigh. i've decided to stop stop stop being a
loner-dull-plain-sickly-emo vinnie!

haha. thats totally a makeover!

tsk! damn that cough. its been going on for a month!
:x

ahhh, i dun like to be that kinda gal who goes
"ooooh, im sooo gonna faint."
"i wannna puke my stomach out"
"giddy gidddy giddddy"
esp during/after pe.
ugrhh so please let me recover from my cough and cold.
and somebody!
remind me to EAT EAT EAT when i have pe on that day!

i have pe tmr
and dammmit my muscles ache like siao!
running 8 rounds IS a big deal to me.
endlessssss....................................

--
im suffering from an eating disorder.
i cant eat!
ive got NO NO NO appetite at alll.
sigh.
think is cos pkh sit in front of me tooo many times when im eating.
so i lose my appetite..
hiaks!!
that pervertic creature.
=PPP

--

ugrhh. im tired.
the thought of pe and 3 period long bio tut makes me dread school even more.
i hate schoool!
though i know i'd miss my SAJC when i graduate.
but still, i hate lessons, tests, exams,
and yes,
PEOPLE!

ugrhh. like what steph said.
i shant bother making an effort to talk to whoever i dun feel like.
im just like that!
arrogant and cocky.
so be it!

2008-01-05T15:36:00.000+09:00

ugrhh.. so many things happpened lately.
anyway, many thanks to dearest STEPHY, MANDY, PAU, STEPH
and of cos, WENHUI!
thanks for all the emails, sms-es, tissues and comfort.
=D
i didnt know such friends exists.
its beeen great knowing u guys.

ugrhh. i have no idea what im doing!

what does God reallly wants me to do..?

which is the right path to take..?

endless questions,

but yet no answer.

kill me!

first week of sch is horrible, for me.
haha new CT, new principal...
zzz
first time i saw my CT, she was in flip flops, the colour of her skin.
-.-
where got ppl wear flip flops to sch de...????
toook my height and weight.
didnt grow tall nor heavy.
goood news?? LOL.
i shall work hard towards my target of 51kg!
its a 1kg to gooooo!!!
haha

haiz.
anyway, sch has become a foreign place to me.
its like dragging myself to step into a prison-like place, do things i dun wanna do.
see things i dun wanna see.

--

countdown @ parkroyal hotel

1. i want to do wellll in my tests, exams and eventually, my A lvls.
2. get into a goooood university! probably Oxford or Harvard..??? LOLOLOLOL
3. be a nice nice girl =DD
4. have a goooooood fantastic bod, become prettier and thinner.
5. be happppy.
6. be happppppppyyyyyyyy =D

these are my revised new year resolutions
of which i hope allll will come true =))

2008-01-01T23:29:00.000+09:00

happpppy new year!!

new year resolutions are ... err, as usual

to do welll in my coming A's, get into a gooood uni.
everyone around me to be healthy, happpy and goooood!

and also, to be a happpy girl and everything will be smoooooth for me!

school starts tmr and i so dont wannnnna go back.
i dun wannnnnttttttttt

2007-12-29T15:58:00.000+09:00

die!

ive only less than a week to complete ALLL my homework and study for bio, chem test.

crap. i still haven started studying.

and the whole of next week, i'll be busy busy =XX

my whole body is aching like crazy.

esp my arms.

i cant even hold up my cup to drink milo =[

haha

thanks to skating xDD

went skating ytd and oh my tian. i realised that i have somewhat HORRIBLE sense of balance.

have to balance my whole body weight on such a small surface area.

fell a million times and screamed a million times

& the whole rink stared.

even the skating coach asked if i was okay o.o

NOT OKAY!

and my feet kept going sideways as if i was gg to sprain my ankle..

the fact that i cannot cannnnnot cannnnnnnnot sprain my ankle anymore
made me nervous and stiff!

they said i look constipated while skating.

NONO! i cant even skate for nuts!

had to lug myself along the sides of the rink,

groping desperately for the sides.

after doing that continuously for 5 hours, its no wonder why my arms hurt like crazy.

but afterall, its pretty alright la.

just that i realised i reallly realllly cant balance. =XX

i need a pillar!

`check out my hello kitty gloves!!

haha all my standing postures loook weird! cos i seriously cant cant balance =XX

im damn sad la ='((

and oh oh!! haha ive finally realised that my cousins ALL knew my "dirty lil secret"

haha. YAY =)

going for sakura dinner later.

zzz

i dun like sakura

the foood is un-nice.

also dunno what occasion, why go there eat.

but somebody's treating, anything la!

shant be picky =DD

i received my $20 fine alr.

so the policeman wasnt joking =SSS

*pocket money flies away*

2007-12-29T01:19:00.000+09:00

damn pissed.

why cant u just leave me alone and let me do what i want..??

i hate it when u control my whole entire lifestyle!
even my sleeping hours have to be defined by u.

just leave my freaking life alone la.
i neeed space to breathe tooo k?

2007-12-28T00:45:00.000+09:00

goood night, aliens and monsters xD

27th Dec 2007

damn sian.
ive lost my melodious voice and sound like a toad now.

today, met wenhui b4 my 5pm OLE shift and shopped @ bugis! haha
she made me talk and talk, laugh and laugh until my throat's really reallly sore and painful now.
wang wenhui, your fault hor!
your fault for making me laugh and making me happy! haha
haha best sis ever xD

camwhored as usual.

"darling, this is $32.90 b4 discount. $30 after discount, dear"
wahlao. since when shopkeepers become so porr huh..??
lol but still, $30 after discount is still so expensive. so the dears and darlings dun help.
reduce the price by half , call me bitch or slut i also will buy from u xDD

one thing i dun like shopping @ bugis street is cos the shirts are all free size and cannot try.
if cannot try, how i know how i'd look like..??
and not that they dont have fitting rooms.
-.-
but still, i bought a top that're for pregnant woman. (first pic)
haha. yea i loook pregnant =x

OLE today was pretty alright.
cos val, cindy and i were like chatting and laughing and scaring ppl away.. haha
so it wasnt that boring afterall.
xD

`playing a fool with the boxes @ OLE

--

my biological clock has gone hay wire!
i normally sleep at 5 or 6am and wake up at 2 or 3 pm..
and the damn lift upgrading is driving the nuts out of me.
they start work at 8 am.. -.-.-.-
wahlao. spare a thought for those who need sleep leh. kaozxzx.
i'd rather climb 10000000 fleets of stairs then hear that dig dig digging hole for 3 damn long years.
what the.......................................

--

dangg. my xmas was spent rotting @ cousin's house playing playstation.
-.-
i realised that my car driving skills are like kinda not so goood.
cos my stupid sports car keep banging both sides of the road,
keep overturning and going the wrong way.
made my game controller vibrate non stop until my hands went numb =x

and oh. dont dont DONT DONT ever visit orchard road on xmas eve for countdown.
its worse than chinatown during CNY.
dammmmit. it was sooooooo packed and crowded until we gave up
and there were crazy teenage guys spraying foam everywhere they go.
attract attention..

haha and i was happpy on xmas eve. =DD

--

yay! vinnie is going out tmr! xD

ciao ppl! enjoy the last week of your holidays!
starting of school is sooo gonna be a blast!!

2007-12-22T21:05:00.000+09:00

[edited]

hello!
this is post no. 100!!!
haha =D

Saturday

ehh. just came back from my OLE shift!
i thought i will be boring like shit
but in the end, 77 ppl turned up for my shift and
damn those mp3 players. the battery lousy like shit.
so i my job was to charge those silly mp3, keep headphones, let the ppl sign the form, browse thru those 100 mp3 and see which are fully charged and pass them to the check in counter.
wahlao.
for 5 hours, didnt even rest my poor feet la!
ugrhh! but at the end of it, i got donuts to eat!! haha..

Friday

ytd was a damn damn suay day for me.
wahlao. got fined $20 for jay walking la
ive beeen jay walking all my life,
and first time got caught for jay walking.
and alvin goh was telling me on the phone to cross properly, dun let police catch
then i very confidently said WONT LA!
in the end, wahlao!! i cannot believe it lehzxzxz
policemen in spore must be damn free.
stand there catch jay walkers. =x
go catch those robbers and molesters la!
they more dangerous than me - a stupid first timer in that stupid area

ytd was s13's class bbq.
didnt want to go at first cos pasir ris is like on the other side of the planet for me
haha but mum offered to fetch me home @ night! haha
and so, yea i went

ok i shall spare the whoever who called me to take a taxi myself to that ulu condo.

but it was pretty ok la.
camwhored and the rest played in the pool?? haha

i rmb during sec 1, my class went to pei pei's house for class gathering.
then we played in the ppool screamed and shouted until the security guards threaten to call the police. HAW HAW!
aww, i miss y*******.
long time no seeeeeee.
=x

and oh! throughout the whole bbq ytd, i only ate 1 drumlet and 1 hotdog i think.
piangzxzx!

ahh, i got my pictures alr! haha

and i realised that flashlight makes my eye bag loooook ugrhhh

BIG :X

and my just-trimmed eyebrows make my eyes look errr, bimbotic??!! oh my! haha

i just dont look like me! haha

playing bimbo with the umbrella

--

talking bout camwhore.. haha!!
they say that vinnie is the Queen of spasticity

`retardedd

shifu vinnie teaching disciple mandy how to be spastic

FAILED cos vinnie continues to look spastic while mandy looks kinda confused.

4 spastic faces xD

hey! it isnt a bad thing to be spastic lurhhh =(

--

countdown, 3 days to xmas.

boring xmas =(
cos for the first time in 17 years, we dont have a xmas party.
sianzxzxz
i wonder how am i gg to spend my xmas this year.
*yawns*

damn. hw not completed.
wth. math, chem. bio, econs.......
zzz

--

ok i shall end with errr..... faces (xD)
ciao!
people, dun fall off the chair =]

sorry darlingg. i didnt didnt forgett!!! cos i dun have ur indiv pic =(

forgive me!!!

2007-12-21T00:48:00.000+09:00

i was reading thru my past blog entries. and oh my!

i realised how happy i was xD

and for a moment, i thought i returned to the past.

then, i jerk myself back to reality

where the horrible truth awaits to gobble me up!

haha aww.

so hmm, lets see what happened these few days!

18th Dec: outing with girlfriends @ FEP

we 'celebrated' mandy's belated belated bday in the morning!

haha.. walked around FEP and did the thing we wanted to do since the beginning of holidays!

trim eyebrows and manicure!

haha i didnt do my nails though

cos my nails werent in good condition in the first place.

but ouch! the trimming of eyebrows was really really painful

the top of my eyebrows were like suffering from aftermath and were swelling

then it was the twelfies dinner @ marina bay for.......

steamboat!

the food was pretty alright i guess.

just that i saw like 10000000 flies feeding on the meat and seafood.

luckily i have a strong stomach, (full of fats)

to counter all those gross insects!

19th Dec: OUT!

its errr. bad day to begin with.

even my hp didnt spare me!

cos ................

but anyway, out with stephy, mandy, pau and pkh!

to bugis!!

went to find mandy after her ole thing

and cos i also wanted to know where on earth is the national library.

haha ya la i've never been to the NL b4. haha!!

so we walked thru the ole thing.

quite cool!

anyway, i'll be doing shift on 22nd Dec from 1 to 6

and also, 27th Dec from 5 to 10pm.

come find me ok?

i'll be at the national library @ bugis!

haha

so hmm, lunched and nothing interesting happened??!!

haha.

except pkh celebrated his early bday with us? LOL

20th Dec: Hari Raya

slept at 5 30am the night b4.

cos i was doing that thing.

and woke up at 12 today

cos dad wanna bring mum and i for a feast!

in the end, we landed up with take aways @ cousins house.

friendster-ed the whole day and laughed at ppl??!! haha

my cousins are mean things =D

haha. just joking la =)

<3

--

sometimes, i wish that time could go back to where i want to

cos there are certain things that i wished i didnt do
indeed, we tend to aviod cos truth always hurts.

but still,

520

2007-12-19T00:36:00.001+09:00

just came back from twelfies outing.

totally drained myself
cos acting like my usual self is just so hard.

but its not impt anymore.
cos its nothing
compared to getting hurt and disappointed
over and over again.

i shall stop whining, alright.

:(

2007-12-18T00:40:00.000+09:00

hello monsters!

ahh, stephy and i went out today

it wasnt my day and i missed my empty, 190 bus.
the next 190 was like ... crowded.
thanks la. had to stand.

but anyway, we went cine!
and i met like 100000 ppl
including my beloved geog teacher
haha.

caught the golden compass.
was trying hard hard NOT to fall asleep
haw!
the seats were like soft and damn comfy.
aircon& dark somemore.
plus i was tired!
but the show was pretty alright la.
haha though i dun see whats it got to do with christianity.
tralallalalala

and oh,
i did hair extentions todayy!!
only added bout 2 smallllll, almost insignificant bundles of reddish-brown hair.
its like not obvious.
so, stare if u wanna see it! haha
thought that mama will scream and shout when she sees it.
but, no leh. she asked whats it and fullstop!
no more.
haha and she got back to her lappy, and ignored me for the rest of the time =x
but heng, i got away with it =DDD

gagagagaggaga.
homework is still, undone.
damn. i just found my econs hw.
it was damn dusty
and uugrhhh its an independent learning project
whatever!
i thought it was some case study thing.
-.-
im so not gg to do it!

im tired tirED TIRED...

Ps. i'd love to go see the xmas light up @ orchard.

` tis the season to be jollly.
lalallalalalala.

2007-12-17T00:37:00.000+09:00

HI.
im damn calm now.
listen to what i have to say

PLS STOP PRANK CALLING ME, WHOEVER U ARE.
DUN ACT BLUR LIKE IM YOUR DAMN GOOD BUDDY
AND TELL ME THAT U HAVE SOMETHING V IMPT TO TELL ME
WHEN I STILL DUNNO YOUR FREAKING NAME!
THANK U!

but if u hv something v v impt to tell me, leave me a sms if i didnt pick up my phone.
and no point calling 100000 times.
or u can leave a voice mail,
plus saying your big name please!
gam xia!!

i know this caller id thing is giving me lotsa problems.
k, i'll get it done asap!

seasons greetings!

2007-12-14T23:38:00.000+09:00

i shall blog bout ytd. haha

went out with dearest pau, steph c, billy, pkh and yk.

went to

uhhh. play lan?

haha the lan shop was pretty scary.

damn dark and ulu..

but obviously, im not the type who would play

so i sat there to watch them dota.

its alright la..

just that all the creatures looked alike and

some monters were sooo huge!

yk's one was like some black ghost.

billy's one left fire wherever it went.

and err, pkh one. i didnt take notice.

hah i suppose its also some intimidating one.

and they bully gal.

haha!

and we caught the Alvin and the Chipmunks!!

its damn damn cute.

so so much better than what we thought it was.

cos pau said it was a one star movie and cos of err.

other reasons.. LOL

but, ohmytian

it was cute cutee!!!

haha really brightened up my day 10 times =)

yay =) i enjoyed myself ytd. thanks dears for asking me out

muackks!!

and ohoh, wenhui

cheer uppy!

sometimes, it just take some getting used to.

get immune and you'll be fine.

haha though i can only hold tissue for u,

you're welcome to spam my ear with everything u want to pour out.

what are sisters for?

to hold tissue paper, duh =D

save my tummy!

save my appetite!

save mee!!!

2007-12-11T18:58:00.000+09:00

hello aliens!

1. ugrhh. my appetite is totally killing me.
esp so after i came back from taiwan
totally no appetite at all.
everyday, gg without breakfast and lunch.
dinner is only bout one quater bowl of rice.
=(

but hey! its a good way to lose weight
and diarrhoea every morning. gosh, kill me!

dang.
im losing far too much blood

2. talking bout foood!
people say i dun eat alotttttt of stuff.
really meh?

first turn off:

veggie

ugrhh. thosee green disgusting bitter stuff.
eek!

garlic/ ginger/ onion

ohmygoodness.
garlic is the worst thing ever created.
its so gross and stinky =x
i can eat a plate of noodles filled with veg.
but with garlic,
nope!
haha the aunty who sells fried noodles in sch remembers me alr
cos i think im the only customer she has who doesnt want
beansprout,
veggie,
onion,
and GARLIC
in her mee fen. haha.

cream/butter

i used to love to eat bread with butter
when i was in K2 i think, my teacher told me that butter = fats.
from then on, vinnie no touch butter.

aye? like no more liao leh. haha i only dun like those 3 things ma..
still say alot?
vinnie is not that picky afterall
:D

3. had a nice day today with wenhui @ bugis.
thanks sis! haha
and like ive said,
both of us are totally sisters!
things happen to both of us almost at the same time! haha
though some of them aint good?
and hey, wear the dress and shirt i bought for u today
the next time u go out with me k? haha
show off ur stunning assets!
:P

4. oooh!
i cleared my room lately and found
...
...

haha i didnt know i had soooo many kitty!

5. yay x3
i found something to do to keep myself occupied all the way till xmas!
and oh no,
ive not really started much on hw
and xmas, new year week,
where got mood do???
sigh

6. gahh.
im upset.
i still cant believe it.
its been bout 3 weeks since i received this news
but still, shocked!
maybe cos i met her on sunday and errr,
i got a cold shoulder?
7 years of friendship.
isnt it a waste if i just let it go?
7 years is uhhh,
damn long.

7. God bless
during this season of joy, love and peace.
merry xmas!!!
oooh. if i lived in america,
where its snowing heavily now,
i'd gather alllll my friends to go snowballing
and build a handsome little snowman.
ahhh, i love snow.
its white!

2007-12-09T17:30:00.000+09:00

ms wannnnn:

heys!
oh my tian.
i reallly didnt expect such a Nong entry.
that was reallly nice of u.
haha.

anyway, i rmb the first time we "talked" was during sec 3.
the hot drink shift7 snacks buns got what milk power bun, hat bread and all those nonsense names..
haha...
and u ate the western food the fried rice.
eat until so clean,
use the spoon and scrap scrap the plate
even the gravy is not spared.
haha
until i told u to just lick it from the plate.. haha!!

and aye! the black wallet still in my cupboard lor!
nv throw hor..
then the blue billabong pencil case leh?
the one first day u brought it to school, dun dare to take out from bag
then when u needed pencils, u had to turn ur back 180 degrees to reach for ur pens..
haha!!
and rmb the pink bag u had??
u stuffed sooooooo many files inside
until it totally was a cuboid.
and it hit my knee and ugrhh, my legs went soft.. haha

our darling ms chennnnnn.
"turn to page 69 of you biology text book"
*pouts and uses index finger writes the numbers 6, 9 in the air*
o.o
as if her finger is pen, can see lor
LOL

"good morning class. i'll be your biology teacher."
us: "HUH???!!"
chng:"who huh?! can index no. xxx tell me why they huh??!!"
hahahs!!

and her trademark snowflakes hair.
and there's one period of time she had a fetish for pink
and wore the same pink shirt to sch everyday.
the bibigg buttons one. haha
and the shirt so short until can see her the erm...
tummy and hair??!! haha

i miss rs!!
and his specs!
LOL
that time he broke his specs, still use muskin tape to tape the sides
and each time he wanna cry,
he always take out his specs,
flashing his beautiful, dazzling eyes..
then pretend to cry.
but then no tears.. haha
and his fav song is the quan2 jia1 fu2 song.
and he always use his jia2 yin1 to sing the national anthem and pledge
had to control our laughters in case B.Lim sees.

aww,
though im not in the best of moods these days,
im better today alr.
haha thanks for sms-ing me ytd.
if not for u, i'd be so lost.. haha
and dangg. i almost turned to the moon face.
haha err. we gave alot ppl moon face nicknames eh?? haha
u know who im talking bout not? haha.
not kwok zhi hao leh haha
btw, kwok ji ji msn nick damn funny la.
last time was like bu4 liao3 qing2 that kinda nick
wth. haha
i wonder how he look like now with braces.
maybe no more collect raindrops liao.
then his teeth wont injure boon kiat's head and break into pieces..
hahahaha!!!

and oh. those neos remind me of jay liew
haha. we took them at JE after jay liew right?
though each time i look at him, i wonder if im in the fox enclosure.
haha but hey! he's good know?
if not now, ur chem sooooooo gooooood!
THrash me somemore.. haha!

hey. im so thankful for u, know!
not everybody in this world i can tell him/her everything bout me.
u're the only one.
and im really sorry if i hurt u before.
but these misunderstandings only serve to bring us closer tgt.
from 1/4 to 1/2! haha

from the bottom of my heart,
you're the best sis i've ever got
u know who much i love u
there's no need for me to say anymore.

paiseh.. no pictures..
cos all the pics are those on ur blog! haha
and ugrhh
i look u**y in most, if not all of the pics. haha!

`cheers to our many more years of friendship!!

ps. sorry to bore the others out.
she's my sister aka my best friend.
bear with me! haha

2007-12-08T12:12:00.000+09:00

hello all aliens here and there

1. im back with a short little post here..

taiwan!

this is the place where they filmed meteor garden.. yea..

standing at the 91st storey, huge wind blowingg.. ugrhh, its a freezing 5.6 degrees here. and look at what im wearing..

a thin lil jacket, a short sleeves shirt and some warmth from daddy.

no wonder im home with a fever. awww...

ahhh, its a beautiful beach here, with nice rocks, strong winds and waves.

but damn.

ugly vinnie spoiled the nice scenery

haha. ok thats all.

i shant corrode your eyes further.

if not raphael will start grumblingg.. haha

2. and oh.

the foood in taiwan i omg-ly sooooooo

delicious!!

there was NOTHING i ate that was horrible and un-nice.

pratically EVERYTHING i ate was GOOOOOOOD!

consider vinnie a v v v v v v picky eater,

if everything she ate was nice,

the foood is INDEEED GGGGGOOOOOOODDD!!!!

haha. even their beef cup noodles is delicious.

and i now weight x kg.

i gained 1.5kg.

oh my tian

3. going on a holiday gives me lotsa time to think bout things.

and sort out everything nicely.

to reconsider everything...

but there're always 2 sides to everything.

each with its pros and cons.

so how now?? i have no idea also.

just carry on with this shit life of mine.

i deserve it anyway

4. I AM PISSED.

damn.

my lappy died on me.

it cant start up!

and sending it to service means a few days without it.

gosh! i going to die.

and my msn is giving me problems tooo!

ugrhh.

5. i miss my darlingss....

oh my tian.

i miss u guys sooooo much!

lovely pau, stephy, steph and mandy...

and oh, not forgetting, wenhui too. haha!

ps. dear wenhui.

ive been waiting for the "blog nice things bout therese"

for superrrr NONG alr lor...

NONG NONG AGO....... hahahahahaha.

mad

6. i just realised that calling myself therese sounds weird. haha.

and i realised that when mummy calls me therese,

its super weird too! haha

that day i was in the public toilet and mum was waiting for me..

then she called me "DARLING AH? ARE U INSIDE?"

wahlao. in pubic toilet leh.

super paiseh.

so i nv reply.

then she ask again "THERESE?? U THERE??"

haha.. i think that was the first time mummy called my by name.

coolios!

7. gg grandma house now.

ciao!

2007-11-27T16:51:00.001+09:00

hey aliens !!

thai express with my darlingss!!

2. damn.
the m1 service provider got problem lor.

i cant seem to receive sms ytd and today.

RARHHHHH.

so irritated

3. tata!

i went out with my kindergarden fren cum church fren cum long time fren!

AMANDA!!

had a realllly great time catching up and yup.

there are indeed things in life we need to let go.
when time is ripe, she will realize how silly she has been

to forgo all her frens here.

cheers to 14 years of friendship

and still counting......

3. YAY! im leaving in 12 hours!!!

singapore rejoices at the departure of vinnie.

ahhs, meanwhile while im gone,

take good care of yourselves ok?
im not sure if this is good news or bad news to u
but i'll be back.

zzz..

miss me or dont miss me, up to you.

take care!

_____________________________________

random chantings:

4. check this out! cooool~

5. ooh..

stephy and i talked today for quita long time,

promised to call her back but i had to pack my stuff.. so, didnt.

ahaha. sorry dear xP

it was great talking to ya!

take care, and loves =)

6. yea. talking to me makes u go to sleep.

hahas. ok.

i will bear that in mind.
sorry then.
i wont do it again.

7. oh no.

my appetite is like

errrr, horrible

ive not had a proper meal for a long time.

no breakfast ytd,

lunch was kfc! yumm.. haha

and dinner was pancake

today,

no breakfast,

lunch was 2 cupcakes

and dinner was tofu soup! haha

im bloated though.

save me !!

8. CHRISTMAS IS COMINGGG!!

who wants to spend a white xmas with vinnie?

pls make reservations.

first come first serve

regardless of sex, language or religion

only exciting activities are allowed.

but nah, 25th dec is reseved specially for
...
...

...

*drumroll*

...

my parents la...

see, awww. so loving.

*jealouss*

2007-11-24T23:07:00.000+09:00

hello aliens and monsters out there =)

1. ATTENTION:

eh, i'll be away for a few days..
so, if there's anything u need to tell me,
or u want to tell me,
please leave a MESSAGE (SMS) me =)
my hp will be 24/7 on,
provided my hp batt dont die our..
haha!
eh, that's provided there are ppl who wish to tell me something.
but i doubt im that popular until ppl want to sms me and stuff.
so, poor vinnie will return,
with 0 sms to read.
=( =( =( =(
im returning on the 7th dec though..
at bout 3 30pm??!! haha
airport terminal 2
*hint hint..*

and oh! pls DO NOT CALL...
DO NOT!
no matter how urgent or whatever,
DONT CALL pls.
cos me dun have the stupid caller id thing
so i wont know who called, yea? haha

mum said she will call the M1 ppl to put my caller id back
ive been waiting for ...
MONTHS.
but still, no caller id.
expected la, mummyy.. haha!

2. damn i need to say this!
i read from somewhere and gosh!
it left me ...
...
...
o.o
dumbfounded.
xxx spent $1000 on his gf.
for their first year anniversary.
$1000 lehhh!!!
no joke!
goodness!
booked hotel room, bought super super ex presents, good food. etc etc
i wonder what they do in the hotel room
o.o
heez, im a pure innocent lil gal.
i dunno anything =p
but then, $1000 is madnesss!!
my parents married for bout 20 years,
also nv spend $1000 lor!
the most i think is go out for dinner nia.
tsk tsk!!
and me always must go there be lightbulb.
but ahyah, their dinner also not those romantic candle light la.
so, take it as i zhuan4 dao4 lor! haha
and btw, me is no jealous hor. haha
i just think $1000 is TOOO much
and kinda waste of money
i'd rather u give me $1000
i go for holiday =)

3. PSLE results out liao!
spore top scorer 294
thats crazy!!!!!
he prob got like 100% for most of his subjects??
and his parents say he dont have a single lesson of tuition
who will believe lor..
the mother sua gu until b4 her child was born,
she and her husband started reading to their unborn son..
hmmm...
i got tons of tuition also get some pathetic mark nia.
so, i think next time,
must get my husband to read ot my baby also..
haha
and must play classical music for my baby to hear,
so he'll be the next beethovan.
makes sense?? haha
and oh, i must attend art classes
so that my baby will be the next vincent van gough.

haha.. ok, kidding.
my poor baby.
mummy wont let u go through all these..
cos,
me not MONEY EH!! haha
so pray that ur daddy also no money
if not mummy will make u go for all these classes. haha!!
okies, im NOT pregnant.
and im NOT talking to my baby
im just PRETENDING im talking to one. haha
ok im talking nonsense..

but i love babies though =))

4. no more! im done with today's post =)

5. point no.1 is still very impt..
read more times if u happen to have STM..
yupyup.. haha

6. baby, im missing u, still...

2007-11-23T14:37:00.000+09:00

1. I AM PISSED.

2. super pissed by this.

take a look:

...

yes, dammit.

Lift Upgrading

they start work at unearthly hours.

ok, not really unearthly, but at least to me, IT IS

and its soooooo irritating

at 10am, they dig and dig and dig,

drill and drill and drill.

NON-STOP

very very noisy okay.

i cant even hear my alarm ring.

PLUS, it disrupts my sleep.

and what happenes when a princess is deprived of sleep,

she becomes emo and irritated and irritating.

yes, so if ive been like that for the past one month,

blame them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and to make the story sadder,

this will go on for the next 3 years.

yes, THREE.

T-H-R-E-E!

damn.

3. also, im angry, pissed, irritated

with

MY DAD

he and his drinking habits.

UGRHHH

years ago, it was a once a month thing..

gg out and drink some wine..

i mean, once a month is pretty alright.

but now, its somehow like an everyday thing.

even on normal weekday nights, i see beer cans,

i smell alcohol

and I HATE IT

its not that its a very healthy thing or a cheap hobby.

its bloody unhealthy

it kills liver cells.

how many times do u want me to show u pictures of awful livers,

facts,

statistics??????

u said before that you're not drinking cartons everyday,

so its ok.

i tell u now,

its so NOT bloody ok.

and its not cheap okayy!

lets say u drink 2 bottles of wine every month.

(thats fking alot)

and u have been doing this for the past lets say, 5 years.

taking one bottle of wine to cost about $30.

thats $60 every month

and thats $720 a year

in 5 years, its a $3600

and this could bring me to the USA okayyy!

still say what no $$ go US.

quit this bloody habit of yours and we could jolly well go!

damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps. if u ever read this, (i doubt so)

let me tell u...

FYI,

one pathetic glass of wine,

takes 1 hour for ur liver to processs.

u go slowly calculate.......

agrhh.

im so sorry for the crude words, language and expressions here.

im freaking pissed.

damn,

im worried okay.

if you're not my dad,

i wont give a damn

wtf

2007-11-21T16:09:00.000+09:00

1. went for the one life cip thing ytd @ SMU

sat there for 2 hours, listen and almost falling asleep.

and tadaa, got 2 hours cip liao.

ended bout 10pm..

mandy and i decided to explore SMU's pool and roof terrace,

hopefully to camwhore.

but, nah... cant find =(

the ppl there must be thinking we're nuts,

in search of a pool at 10pm

haha. mandy's idea lor! =ppp

LOLOL

nvm, no pool, no roof terrace, toilet also can! haha..

MANDY! its over there!!!

janitor's closet! nope, nobody will want to know what happened in there! hahahaha!!!!!

paiseh, mandy wants to kup pictures from here. so there're repetitive, offensive, pictures here.

i apologise

2. BWAHHH,

it was raining heavily ytd and 700-ed home.

took me bout 1 hour+ to go home la.

damn the jam at town and expressway

3. sigh, i hate my hair

for the past 17 years in my life,

there's never one day when i was satisfied with my shit hair.

its either too short,

too thick,

too dry,

too curly..

okay, maybe there's ONE particular day i was rather happy with my hair.

yea. straight! haha

4. im halfway into corner with love.
oooh, i think its a goood show!
haha emo yet funny.
imagine crying and laughing at the same time.
ppl must think u're mad. LOL

5. its now coming to the end of year 2007.
its been one of my best years in my life.
met a great deal of friends!
i never thought i could make anymore friends ever since graduating from sec sch

my OG!

though we have all broken up into different schools, they're definitely the first grp of ppl who made an impact in my JC life.

needless to say, twelfies!!

you know how much i love u guys. i dont need to say anymore..

s13!

rarrr. cheers to the past 8 months we spent together. hurrayy for the next one year to come!

and oh, year 2007!
ive met someone worth living for..
but because im a naughty gal,
i made him angry many times.
SORRY!! x 123098590465468098

6. yep, i should thank God for everything i have.
although im never satisfied
and always complaining..
haha, when there's no expectation, there'll be no disappointment
so,
I
SHALL
BE
HAPPY

7. facebook is boring. i still dont get it.. RARR

8. baby, i miss u

2007-11-19T23:07:00.001+09:00

1. supposed to go kbox today..
but then, last minute today, tell me cannot go..
bleahhhhh

2. supposed to go out tmr.
but then, today, told me cannot go...
bleahhh
maybe it takes some getting used to.

or izzit im too boring, gg out with me is like waste of time,
gg sing with me is boring..
or maybe im too dull and stupid to realise this.
that these are all excuses they made for me to realise that they DONT WANT go out with me!
tsk, be clearer leh.. i v stupid de leh
want me to realise this must tell me straight in the face.
expect me to infer from all these... ugrhh.

3. BWAHH, i'll be leaving for taiwan next week
so, u guys wont be seeing me for 10 days.
which may be a blessing, or something for u to look forward to.
but 10 days later, im so sorry but i have to return.
unless u buy me a house or dig a hole in some corner of the streets of IRAN or some ulu country..
then probably u wont see me anymore.
and the whole world calls for a celebration (except that particular street of Iran that im living in)

4. no. not in a mood for a joke today.
bwahhh, i need to get out of house
i need my darlings.
oh, talking bout darlings, 3 of them are coming back sooon!!!!
YAYSSS!!!
gosh, i love them
to bits

nonsensical vinnie

2007-11-16T19:38:00.000+09:00

okies, its time for blogging again!
xD

haha as if ppl cares bout me doing proper blogging or not.
my life is such a bore,
that i think no normal person would visit my blog
lol.
at least its good, cos i get to rant and bitch bout ppl and probably nobody knows o.o
hahas

went back to sch today for meeting..
and i see many ppl perparing for open house tmR! haha
but i guess i will just sit on the bench and feed those mozzies..
nevertheless, i'll be there tmr- the 2-4pm shift

oh man, my life is soooo boring.
i have nothing to say, nothing to post.. nothing to nothing.
i give up! hahas..

oh, btw, ive been reading my past entries and yes,

i miss school! haha

and get caught for sleeping in bio tutorials and then get called out to answer qns..

answer wrongly somemore kena suan.

bottomline, no more sleeping in bio tut! hahas

and yes,
GP. where the teacher walk in

-clok clok clok-

goes the sound of a high heeled shoe.

u turn around to look at the beauty with those heels,

and get a shock!

u see a MAN!

gosh!

RARRR, i miss my friends!

once i thought that i couldnt do without xxxxxxx alone.

but no, i cant live without my 4 dearies as well....

dearest wenhui

haha, every morning, i walk in to school early in the morning and see my dear wenhui waiting for me there xD
haha.. and getting those morning stomach aches. urghh! pain ah~
thenn my dearest serhui will pat my back 3 times, very hard, and ask if im ok..
HAHAS!!
thats sweet of u anyway x)

hahas.

and yes, we need another catching-up session again

haha, not body checks liao xPPPPP

dearest mandy

HOHO! thanks for always pei-ing me to toilet. and those camwhoring session. rocks!

dearest steph c.

thanks for all those hugs and smiles and kisses. they're always there when i need them! =)

dearest stephy

thanks for your ears and advice. though the situation always remains status quo. nevertheless, MUACKKS! xD

dearest pau

haha. those emo sessions. emo no more my dear. smileee =)

gahhh, im a nice fren. their names are all in their fav colours =))))

________________________________

a blog isnt a blog without rantings.

tiny ranting here:

BWAHHHHH
perhaps im soo sensitive,
every single action, every single expression fron your eyes, every single touch.
to me, all these actions give me a sign.
probably, a sign of rejection.

maybe i should have just kept to myself
maybe i should have just shut myself,
and hide myself in a shell or something
i dun deserve any slightest attention from any living human being
that is, if i ever got anyone's attention
but apprantly, no.
because you are like so busy with work,
because you have your own commitments,
because you have other ppl to keep u company that my existence becomes zero
because you are rich, you live in a big house, have 2 cars, wear branded stuff and that u can use all these to show me how inferior i am to you.

whatever.
damn this fking month,
damn this fking day,
damn all this fking life of mine

AGRHHHHHHHHH

__________________________________

sorry, i ve been couped up too long at home alr.
that ive become moronic
and silly
and IRRITATING

yes, irritable moronic idiot.
____________________________________

love is my wing.
when u left me alone, i fall 2000 feet from the sky.

-corner with love

2007-11-14T02:04:00.000+09:00

its late..
about 1:05am, local time

rarr. im lazy to blog bout events that took place few days ago.
for more pictures, can go see my friendster.
haha.. a method to add views.
HAWHAW!

dammit. these days have been dull and boring
holidays are ugrhhh!
nvm

please someone. save me!
take me out soon
im desperate desperate to get out of house!

i dunno what im doing here. ive been feeling weirdd
haha
i miss my darlings in thailand =(

ok i shall go sleep
maybe i'll come up with better posts another day

ciao!
______________________________________________
PS. PLS IGNORE ME. IM BEHAVING LIKE A SPOILT BRAT. IRRITATING, AND FULL OF NONSENSE. RARRRR

2007-11-06T22:27:00.000+09:00

WHO WOULD SAY YES TO A TWELFIES OUTINGG???!!!

rarrrr. i miss u guys loadss!!

totally!!

i cant help but hope that we can turn back time

where we attended tutorials together,

go out for lunch together

pon class together

climb the robe thingy together

when i was so used to naming my class proudly as o7s12

when the green pen thing became our so-called "trademark"

sadly, those have all become memories

and im ashamed to say that i regretted not treasuring the times we had together

and the 5 babes of S12!!! aye?? where's darling pau??

haha! @ sakae. we ate like a mountain of food. and the guys just stared.. useless! lol. and aye, i contributed to that amount of food too kaee??! hehe

`waisum. steph c. vinnie =))

steph c! vinnie!

and yes. our favourite pasttime.. putting spastic faces and acting like weirdos!

ORH HORR!!!!! whats this i see????????? tsktsk.. and billy goh is smiling ever soooo sweetly with stephy!!!!!! AHHHHH! xDD hahas!! =)))))

thats stephy and billy btw LOLL

stephy is a bad gal. first she goes with billy and next, shes accpeting a proposal by steph c. tsktsk.. twelfies are weirdd ppl!! haha

BIGG HUGGG!!!

so what if we come from different schools and wear differnt uniforms??

still, we are one BIG family. the twelfies familyy =)

ROCK ROCK ROCK!!!

and what do you see?? a BIG TWELVE- 12!!

jumpjumpjump!! of cos there's a reason to jump. so glad that we've met each other. so glad that we JUMP for joyy!!!

one class unbroken, one family unbroken =)

shoes for sale @ the saint andrew's village

ahhhh! our usual Class camwhoring session when mr tan chai k**ng pons our econs lesson. and yes. we have like 1000000 of such photos. meaning, he ponned our lesssons 100000 times alr! hahas

vivo! the gals in the pool!

and yes, we went in DRY and came out WET. nevertheless, MEMORABLE is the word!

to my dearest twelfies:

jia hui, cheryl, lynn, esther, harry, yong kuan, chong ping, alvin, boon siang, kok ting, steve, raphael, hui fen, brandon, yuan zheng, tien wei, wanying, waisum, mandy, pau, stephy, steph c and billy. and oh, not forgetting kah hwee..

you're the best grp of ppl ive ever come across =)) i love u guys soooooo much! MUUACKKKS!!!!!! <3

ps. i took a lonngggg time to upload these photos. enjoy looking and hope no one falls off his chair, eyes drop out and all the crap.. hahas!

love, vinnie =))))))))))))